Hot room

I finally found out why my room is always that HOT... Actually, the main reason is actually my pc... Well.. it is all about my pc again... I got a desktop and a laptop in my little room. For those who have ever been to my room can understand how hot and small is it :)

Today, I didn't turn off my desktop at all because I have some movie rushing to download.. and it ended up boiling almost every liquid in my room... My water had already become warm when i drink it.. and it is totally freaking hot...

guess what.. the minimum temperature of my computer is 48 degree celsius... and the highest is 70 degree celsius... which is my graphic card.. gosh... I think I need to change my casing into a cooler master casing.. if not either me or my pc will be burn to death one day...

Well.. My computer just broke another record... 96 degree celsius for my graphic card.. lol

Again.. click to enlarge it :X

Things I wanted to have in this year..

I don't have much idea on what to write on my blog now a days.. Just let me know what you guys wanna know, and I'll write about it.. haha.. for example my pass... my bad habits... my ex.. or stufff like that.. whatever.. LOL

This post is about stuff that I wish I could have it by this year:

1) iPhone
2) Razor keyboard and mouse
3) iTouch
4) Sony Erricson W705
5) A car!!
6) A new perfume... I half demolised my old one...
7) A set of 7.1 Altec Lansing speaker( is there anything like that?)
8) Gucci Wallet
9) Guess Collection Limited Edition watch...
10) Macbook pro
11) Some new shirt...
12) A set of EA or GA formal set...
13) A new desktop!!
14) Heart......
15) A trip to Japan..

That all for the moment i guess.. haha

Where will I be?

Everyone have a dream, so do I. Have you ever imagine where will you be in 5 eyars or 10 years time? Will you be married, feeding your kids, suffering like mad in this cold and stressful society? Working like dogs just to earn a living? When you worked like crazy dog till somehow someday almost the end of your life, wondering working so hard for what? For some materialistic life? Taking your whole life for something that really so unimportant---Money!?

What is your dream? What is the target you set for yourself years ago? Buying a BMW, married someone you love so much, having a happy family, becoming a doctor, becoming someone famous... there are a lot of dream in our mind but which one will come true and which one will not? Some people do so much to try to achieve their dream but ended up sitting there crying because they failed to.

I have a lot of dream, I truely wish some of them will come true one day, but some are just simply DREAM... that I know the possibility that will come true is nearly 0%... I don't like staying in Malaysia, the education system, politics, the way of people acting here.. sorry to say that.. I am tired of the style in here, I wanted to go to somewhere far from here, moving around to find a place that can peace me down...

There is a picture in my mind, staying in wooden house near a beach with someone I love.. haha.. Funny thought..

I remembered when I am a child, I wish that I can go up to the moon.
When I am 7, I dream that I can be a policeman
When I am 8, I dream to be a doctor
When I am 13, I dream to be a killer... don't ask me why... I DON"T KNOW!!
When I am 15, I just dream that to be someone normal
When I am 17, I don't have any dream anymore...

This is the reality, When you are getting older the life and the stressfulness will drag you away from your dream and will make you lost in this society... Wondering where to go, what to study, what to do... Some people can still keep their dream but they have no idea when they can achieve it, some people might have forgotten about their dream, and some still believe...

I have forgotten my dream, till recently I recall everything back... All of my dreams... I wished to get out of Malaysia to walk around, forgetting every burden and everything just to gain experience and to check out different life style and culture. I wished I can be someone in our Country, someone that can change this country. I wished I can help a lot of people that need help alot. I wished I can be with her forever. I wished I can have a lot of money. I wished I will be going to us to study when i finish my degree. I wished....

When I think of my dreams, reality will drag me back, giving me lots of reason and excuses for me to achieve my dream. And some dream will have conflict...

What will be a dream? And what will come true? What should I hold on and what shouldn't? Life's a struggle...? Who knows......

But there is something I know... I'll work hard and struggle all the way to achieve all of my dreams, no mather it crash or not... I'll be walking all the way for it...

random

I bought something online few days ago, yeah.. have to pay Joshua asap.. haha.. Thanks Joshua for helping me out :)

I can't imagine how fast they can ship the stuff to me, but i have been receiving e-mail non stop about telling me the stuff's progress and as well as the location of the products now. Can't believe things can be so details and the speed can be so fast!

And to be add on, I picked up Rm10 again today , thanks God!! However, I am still super duper hungry now... because I just ate one meal today... my hand started to shack.. hoho

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宋岳庭

From Kenneth I know this guy and yesterday was the 1st day I heard his song and was so attracted by his style and the feel of his songs.. here I'll share some of his biodata and his songs, hope you guys enjoy it :)


音乐才子宋岳庭


这是一个被埋没已经的天才，如果不是他的英年早逝和命运的多舛不公

星路历程：
'1987年 9岁的宋岳庭，以天才儿童的身分，接受华视专访。
'1992年 14岁的他，独自移居美国，开始了留学生涯。
'1997年 19岁的他，因为朋友的栽赃而入狱服刑，服刑3个月获得缓刑。
'2001年5月 在缓刑期间发现罹患骨癌。
'2002年8月9日结束了短暂的生命，年仅23岁。


宋岳庭，1978年11月6日出生于台北，2002年8月9日于加州病逝在母亲的怀里。23年的生命中，历经了十年莫可奈何的漂泊波折，无尽的心事，只能透过绘画与音乐诉说。

生命即使充满痛苦，也要满怀热忱和希望！」前年八月九日，今年金曲奖入围作词与新人的宋岳庭，躺在病床上微笑着对母亲留下了遗言。




宋岳庭过世一周年，母亲李花岗为了纪念儿子年仅二十三岁的短暂音乐生命，四处向宋岳庭的朋友收集其生前即兴创作的歌曲，集合成「Life's a Struggle」专辑。


【精彩】创作生命
宋岳庭从小就有严重鼻病，宋母为改变他的体质，在宋岳庭国一时，就送他去美国念书，造就他戏剧性的人生转变。

高中时代开始，宋岳庭开始大量创作音乐，「Shawn（宋岳庭的英文名）连五线谱都不懂，也不会弹乐器，但他无论创作甚至舞技，都是同侪口中的 King！」宋母因为是单亲妈妈，经济负担大，宋岳庭没钱买好的机器，只好用美金三百元的keyboard与卡式录音带录制作品。

"他最让朋友称赞的，就是能用最简陋的机器，做出令人惊讶的效果!"宋母说，宋岳庭的歌曲不仅是用来娱乐的音乐，更是分享、记录生命的历程。

在歌曲文字中，宋岳庭也传达出这个讯息：「人生只是一个过程，即使再怎么痛苦，也要怀抱着希望走下去！」

【受难】入狱罹癌
十九岁那年，宋岳庭入狱三个月，只因帮朋友站岗拿了二十元美金，最后却被栽赃成华青帮份子。

事后，宋母花了七万元美金打官司获得平反，宋岳庭却已进入人生最低潮，三年假释期一过，宋岳庭被医生宣布罹患骨癌，骨盆腔满是癌细胞，



2001年耶诞假期，手术后的Shawn躺在病榻上不能再跳舞了，不过，他并没有给自己太多的时间去沮丧，他坚强的样子，看在妈妈眼里，也觉得“这场仗，我们一定打得赢！”



也许是老天一度心软了。出院以后，Shawn的病况大好，他兴奋地摸着腰告诉妈妈“癌细胞没有再长大了”。也就在这段期间，Shawn的妈妈曾认真考虑过让他和一个很爱他的女孩子结婚，好“冲冲喜”。然而，好景不常，随着气候逐渐转热，Shawn的病况又恶化了！



重回医院，Shawn得靠打吗啡度日，数不清的夜里，他不是梦呓似的跟守候床前的母亲说话，就是抚着母亲的手背，平静优雅，彷佛不带一丝悲伤。直到8月9 日那天，他突然坚持回家，回到家里他惯坐的沙发上，就这么一直坐到晚上，在母亲的怀里与世长辞，面容一如他二十岁诗中预言的安详。

宋岳庭过世前最遗憾的一件事，就是无法与陶吉吉签约，正式进入录音室录制专辑。当时，TENSION的「I'll be with you」的RAP词，就是宋岳庭亲自写与唱的，虽然酬劳只有一百六十八块美金，但作品被分享的喜悦，却让罹患癌症的宋岳庭开心不已。

事后，陶吉吉也与宋岳庭谈过签约的事情，可惜他已经罹患癌症，一切计划宣告暂停，也成为他一生中最大的遗憾。


就如同专辑名称与歌曲「Life's a Struggle」，生活就是一场挣扎与奋斗的历程，满布着疑问，但要勇敢、认真地生活，才能找到解答！

Nice and enjoying day I guess?

We went for red box for singing today, some video clip to share, is mine, kenneth and joseph's singing, there is one clip for Joseph but have to edit before posting up.. If not he will be in serious deep big trouble :)

Well, for your information, I broke my new perfume's head, cannot manage to spray anything at all and I can't send for warrenty or to fix it and even cannot find any replacement for the bottle of it... haiz... it cost me a lot of bucks seriously...

Nothing really happended recently, just bought my new earphone from Sennheiser, and one of my phone's speaker is down, gonna waste a lot of money to fix my stuff.. haiz....

My broken perfume..

New headset

Songs to share :)


Mine and Joseph's singing


Kenneth's singing, try see how Erika slap Joseph.. haha

My dream watch...

That day when i shop in Mid Valley with Rachel them I saw a watch... Well, I got my Fossil here, if not i can 100% confirm I'll get it home!!!! That watch is from Guess, it is a Guess Collection Limited Edition watch which they only produced 1000 pieces for this design and this color, I can manage to find the picture of that color but I found one which the design is the same but it is in silver.


That watch is gold plated on the white part you can see in the picture below, and the strip is made from fiber~~ walaoehh... I love it so so so so much... But there are things to be concern:

I got my watch few months ago, then I fixed my old watch mean I got 2, and the freaking price of this one.... RM4700++... gosh.. I like it.. hope i can get way to buy it AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!!!! because there is only 1000 pieces!!! GOSH!!! I WANT IT!!!


Anyone wanna buy it for me as my birthday gift? hehehehe