BIG FOOL

it is 4.30am now... and i can't even manage to sleep... I'll try not to use any foul language in this post.. I'll try....

I am still in the shocked, haven't recover yet... Being to a place, seeing things... that is enough to make me go numb for weeks i guess...

Memories are still fresh, Remembering how is the reaction... how is my heart beating, how is my hand shaking, how the tears drop and how i scream like crazy on the highway... I'm out of control again...

I can't manage to smile at all... My face's muscle are like so tense, and finding out myself are like a jerk. Going there showing people a funny show... oh yeah.. I am here, laugh at my foolishness baby! Son of the FISH!!