Hari Keluar

Hari ini keluar dengan Nixon dan Joseph lagi, aiyo... Banyak bosan lah, setiap hari di rumah tak tahu mahu buat apa, jadi kami terpaksa pergi menonton wayang. Pergi IOI menonton G.I.Joe.

Hari ini baru kemas bilik saya, banyak kotor bilik saya dan kemaskan bilik ku buat ku amuk... dan ho.. dan ho.... PKM!!!!!

Fish that Fishy Farting Malay.... Trying to use malay to write for my blog, and eventually found out that my bm is getting darn worst... Crap! Have to improve my BM, if not will become like Jessica(dunno bm at all)... LOL... Forgive me jess... haha!

Anyway... I'm broke again~~ wakakaka! oh yeah, I did enjoyed my cell group last night, Thanks Danny Boy for giving me your PHYSICAL time so that I/We can spend our sweet sweet time with you... TRAINING...

From last night, I somehow found out that I am very materialistic, I used and I loved to buy branded stuff... I can't accept that I aren't wearing branded stuff.. This is how satan control us.. because when we are going for branded, we need more money, so we will find our way to earn much more money... Share to you guys later on... Nixon will be here within 10 minutes.. ciao!

Take care! HUGZ

Weekend

Weekend always pass so fast, it never got a chance for me to press on my brake pedal. The time is pushing me to my limit, pushing my leg to hold the accelerator to the maximum.

Asking you guys a question... is it once a playboy, forever playboy??


Give me back my WEEKEND!!!

New Divide

Recently loving a song my Linkin Park which name New Divide. I know that this song has been sometime back, but now then i saw how the lyrics go.. haha!




Here is the part that I like...

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

When i read through the lyrics, it let me got a feeling that when I am in a lot of trouble, Someone just come to my side... Telling me what is my destination, what should i do, God speaks to me through Father Anthon...

Sometimes human's thinking are complicated, human always things for so call rubbished too much, and in this tempted world, everyone's mind is polluted. I am doing things very very wrong, going into very serious trouble for the past of my life. I know that, and some of you reading my blog know that as well.

Even though I always put myself into serious trouble, doing a lot of things you guys dun want to think about it. Last time, I am not a shame, or even dun give a care on what I did. But recently, what touched my heart is... I know when I am doing so many "shitty" things and people start to hate me, piss off with me or even don't bother me. There is still someone who loves me...

I was so touched, I know God is always with me... He care about me, and he love me... He didn't look at my past, he knows what is in my heart... He knows my hurt, he knows my burden, he knows my everything more then anyone do.

Once I was lost, I was so lost till I have no idea what for doing here. Studying? Or just wasting up my parent's money going club, drinking, smoking and doing lots of stuff...

Now I know, I am here to equip myself. Equip up myself so that I can face more trouble and I still can stand firm! Since I have know what is my calling, I will just go on with it, my family support my decision and I have nothing to worry about, I just want to obey God's calling. God has his plan on me, from last time till now, and I truly believe this!

Starting from changing my habit, start with smoking! Totally quit on August! Pray for me!! AMEN!!

Nicotine

Just found out the withdrawal symptoms of Nicotine:

1) Dysphoria or depressed mood (sometimes)
2) Insomnia (oh yeah... I can't sleep!)
3) Irritability, frustration or anger (sometimes)
4) Anxiety (sure)
5) Difficulty concentrating (this is what I facing now)
6) Restlessness (this is what I facing now)
7) Decreased heart rate
8) Increased appetite or weight gain (I am...)


Horrible......

So to those that are still smoking out there, smoking really will kill you, it not only harm yourself, giving a chance for you to have lung cancer, and it also kill your love one slowly, for the sack of the people you love and the people that love you, quit smoking...

I am quiting, will completely stop it on August, I can't do it myself, I can only seek help from Jesus, pray for me that I can overcome all of those withdrawal symptoms...

just to update...

Have been receiving a lot this few days, and there is my plan here, change myself to become a better person, do great things and shake malaysia. I made a decision, to work for God after I graduate in my college, I believe what i study will help me a lot. But sometimes it is a bit suffering when I study because a lot of things i study will crash on my believes.

Anyway, what i want to do is to handle my life to God, eventhough there are a lot and a lot of problem, I believe God put problems in my life is to give chances for me to grow up, mentally and spiritually. I really can't do anything by myself, there is only one people can help and save me... Is Jesus, I have been experiencing a lot recently. When I called out for help to him, helps are there, just very near to me.

I already have my own target, Not HER... is about what I have to do in my life..

Put HER down 1st, now i just want to change my own attitude, and I gonna do great things for you Jesus. Saying is easy, but doing it out is hard, I understand this, Everyone reading my blog, please do pray for me.

Now I just want to walk with Jesus, that is all I want to do, God have his plan on me, and I know what I should do...

Let's bring revolution to Malaysia, and the REVOLUTION STARTS WITH ME!!

Steamboat night

Just finish my steamboat with Daniel, Kenneth, Ah kit and some friends... Worst part in tonight's steamboat is that the food isn't that nice, and i finally found out that i can't eat much already, eating a bit also full already :(

Daniel, he is another one, at the beginning , we said that we are going to eat at mentari, who knows he suddenly call me and told me that to meet up at Asia Cafe and we are eating at Summer Steamboat. I was wondering, is there any steamboat in SS15?? Then me, ah kit and his brother took a cab and went to ss15, on our way... Then daniel told us that they are at Mentari... He ask us why go there!?

He thought that Ah kit's cc is call Asia Cafe!!! Waloehhh.. This is the greatest joke man.. then we took the cab, go for a big round from mentari to SS15 then went back to mentari again!! Daniel, nice one!!

And we also meet Jessey and her girl friends there.. haha! Surprise Jessey... hoho

Who made us?

Every product got it's own logo, people making products and sure will put their brand on it proving that the products are made by them...

So do us.. We got a logo in our body... Check this video clip out and you will know what I am talking about...

Praise the lord..