少了你的日子。。。

少了你的甜言蜜语， 少了你的声音，每天傻傻的看着msn 和 skype ， 看着那很久已经不会变青色的头像，日子真的很难过。。。

每天走在街上，看到其他情侣就自己在哪里不开心，生气自己。。。 少了你的日子就像少了阳光的植物，等死。。。 好想你啊。。。 真的再也开心不来了。。。 笑得也很勉强，表现得开心也都是假的。。。

1/5/2011

Tears dropping down uncontrollable, dunno since when, my smile became fake and it's not from my heart anymore... can't smile, can't be able to be happy...

the end

blog closed... nothing to say about it anymore... What pass is pass, but when it is insist of taking out and talk about it... it wont have any meaning after all...

My blog will be closed for the moment until there is someone important to me that wanted me to re-write sweet things or what... because there isn't any point posting up how down fall is your life and sharing it to others. It's not how things works... when you look at your down fall, it will always be downfall. Ciao guys. Thanks for supporting if still there are people reading.

SDK

This is a place that i was born and grown, but yet this is also the place i wouldn't want to step my feet back anymore. It's just full of my memories with her... every single moment we spend, every place we go is just haunting me bit by bit. Airport, the skylight, the stars, my old house, the beach, some place we use to go, is just bringing back all of my memories which i have tend to hide it and forget it.

I know it the best when is over, it is over, she is having her good life now... why should i interrupt? She told me that, if faith want us to meet each other... it will... every time I'm back here... I'll just wonder around, hoping a little second to see her, seems that faith is really joking with me....

1/11/2010

it's been a while since i posted up any post reason for not having anything to write... and updating all of you, i'm in a very bad condition, i tore my right ankle's muscle or something like that.

have to be using tongkat for few months... wish me good luck... not really in the mood due to some reason, just ask me about it...

Stress

Bloody hell! I am totally stressed out! 25 pages of assignment due on monday, mid-term on monday, It assignment due soon, loads and loads of presentation and test coming soon! Where on earth i have the time to take a rest? TOTALLY STRESSED OUT!!!!! I need to chill out ah!!!!

seriously, i am getting more and more tired... i don't even have energy for my usual activities for example shopping , hanging around with friends, now just college, assignment, study and etc.. darn it!!

New life, New start

I have actually started my college in a week ago, a brand new college, Tar College. Somehow, I love this college, due to some specific reason... ask me if you want to know more about it.

Well, I am no longer in Segi College anymore, and now I will be taking 2 hour public transport to go up to college for my one hour lecture.. kind of crazy ha? But I am seriously enjoying the process after almost a year not going back to college, rotting at home...

Wish me good luck guys, gonna go look for pretty girls soon.. muahahhahahahaha... I tell you guys, GIRLS IN TARC ARE SUPERB!!!!!