~From The Bottom Of My Heart~

少了你的日子。。。

2011-05-02T03:37:00.000-07:00

少了你的甜言蜜语，少了你的声音，每天傻傻的看着msn 和 skype ，看着那很久已经不会变青色的头像，日子真的很难过。。。

每天走在街上，看到其他情侣就自己在哪里不开心，生气自己。。。少了你的日子就像少了阳光的植物，等死。。。好想你啊。。。真的再也开心不来了。。。笑得也很勉强，表现得开心也都是假的。。。

1/5/2011

2011-04-30T18:07:00.000-07:00

Tears dropping down uncontrollable, dunno since when, my smile became fake and it's not from my heart anymore... can't smile, can't be able to be happy...

the end

2011-04-04T03:47:00.000-07:00

blog closed... nothing to say about it anymore... What pass is pass, but when it is insist of taking out and talk about it... it wont have any meaning after all...

My blog will be closed for the moment until there is someone important to me that wanted me to re-write sweet things or what... because there isn't any point posting up how down fall is your life and sharing it to others. It's not how things works... when you look at your down fall, it will always be downfall. Ciao guys. Thanks for supporting if still there are people reading.

SDK

2011-01-24T18:37:00.000-08:00

This is a place that i was born and grown, but yet this is also the place i wouldn't want to step my feet back anymore. It's just full of my memories with her... every single moment we spend, every place we go is just haunting me bit by bit. Airport, the skylight, the stars, my old house, the beach, some place we use to go, is just bringing back all of my memories which i have tend to hide it and forget it.

I know it the best when is over, it is over, she is having her good life now... why should i interrupt? She told me that, if faith want us to meet each other... it will... every time I'm back here... I'll just wonder around, hoping a little second to see her, seems that faith is really joking with me....

1/11/2010

2010-10-31T21:29:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since i posted up any post reason for not having anything to write... and updating all of you, i'm in a very bad condition, i tore my right ankle's muscle or something like that.

have to be using tongkat for few months... wish me good luck... not really in the mood due to some reason, just ask me about it...

Stress

2010-06-25T11:02:00.000-07:00

Bloody hell! I am totally stressed out! 25 pages of assignment due on monday, mid-term on monday, It assignment due soon, loads and loads of presentation and test coming soon! Where on earth i have the time to take a rest? TOTALLY STRESSED OUT!!!!! I need to chill out ah!!!!

seriously, i am getting more and more tired... i don't even have energy for my usual activities for example shopping , hanging around with friends, now just college, assignment, study and etc.. darn it!!

New life, New start

2010-05-20T20:22:00.000-07:00

I have actually started my college in a week ago, a brand new college, Tar College. Somehow, I love this college, due to some specific reason... ask me if you want to know more about it.

Well, I am no longer in Segi College anymore, and now I will be taking 2 hour public transport to go up to college for my one hour lecture.. kind of crazy ha? But I am seriously enjoying the process after almost a year not going back to college, rotting at home...

Wish me good luck guys, gonna go look for pretty girls soon.. muahahhahahahaha... I tell you guys, GIRLS IN TARC ARE SUPERB!!!!!

Drugs

2010-04-29T18:48:00.000-07:00

When you started to wonder, why does people take drugs to bring out the euphoria even they know drugs will eventually kill them. Now i understand why, when there is something you cannot archive or something is just like a dream, you will eventually desperate till injecting some, just to fulfill the dream, which will never happened in reality.

Just don't want to accept the fact that she is not available anymore, things just happened like a dream just a sweet dream and it will just ended once you wake up, it will never last long... sometimes you can't even remember it...

Thanks for accompany this whole month, i really appreciate it. But the raw fact is, you have already had a boyfriend that love you, even though i don't mind intruding to your live, to love you once again... do you know that? But hurting you and intruding to your relationship really not easy for me, but blessing you on this relationship, i can't do that.. i can't manage to do that...

Now then i realize that, the love I kept deep in my heart will just came out when spending too much time with you... last time i ended up no where because started a relationship with my ex. but now you are already no longer single, why the timing is so wrong... i wonder...

going through my blog

2010-03-29T23:56:00.000-07:00

I have finally got a chance going through all the post i posted in my blog due to some reason, somehow i found out that after that case, i had never posted much stuff in my blog... it's like i doesn't wanted to share anymore.

There are a lot of stuff in my heart, just i doesn't know that how to share it. Somehow i just wanted to keep it in my heart, no matter it is hurt, happy or what ever crap. I just not willing to post up anymore. Wondering if anyone still reading my blog, somehow i fell that it is boring viewing the post i posted up and it is getting more and more emo..

when on earth i have became a emo kid.. i never know this, should i be happy always?

There

2010-03-25T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hey gab..

rachel chin here..

there ur new blog..

like??

if dun like tell me..

两个人的故事...

2010-02-05T06:21:00.000-08:00

在一个小乡村里, 有一个男孩因为对这一个女生的爱慕, 而慢慢的接近了一个女孩, 每天他都会找女孩问问他喜欢那女生的事, 可是一直都是不好的消息, 而且每一次都让男孩伤透了心, 男孩没有发觉当他失落事, 女孩都一直的陪伴在他身边.

时间过了,男孩开始习惯了女孩的陪伴,也渐渐的爱上了她...

快乐的时光不会很久,男孩要去到一个很远的地方去读书了,女孩没能跟去,只好留在故乡期待男孩每次的回来. 男孩是不可能会忘记女孩是怎么安慰他当他去到那遥远的地方... 男孩终于明白自己是不能没有了女孩, 他答应了女孩, 2010 年 10 月 10 日会娶她, 那时对女孩来说一个很特别的一日.

他们那段感情有很多的挫折,但是他们重来没有放弃过,只不过为了那可以见得光的未来,他们选择了坚持...

2008年年尾,事情发生了... 男孩遇见了另一个她, 他自私的把女孩放在脑后了, 然后男孩也做了一个决定, 决定对女孩放手为了去认识一个对他不闻不问的人... 男孩把他对女孩的承诺,未来,把女孩对他的付出,女孩对他的爱完全的抛弃... 男孩当时觉得没有怎样,女孩默然的接受了... 男孩也继续的去追他的梦...

半年了,女孩重新的到了幸福,可能也把男孩忘了吧? 可是男孩却被那个他彻底的伤了,以为有一些希望可是却成为一场空...

分手已经一年了...你还好吗? 祝你幸福...

男孩累了...也不想再写下去了....

6/12/09

2009-12-06T05:35:00.000-08:00

Time wont be waiting for you, and it pass so fast then you can't even have time to be able to take a glance on what have or had happened.

Things getting much more tougher and tougher recently, putting myself in troubles, getting myself out from those troubles and causing havoc on people's life, messing up stuff, fixing up people's stuff, seeing people getting upset, seeing people getting crazier after a while... Things are making me much more and more numb, letting me into another kind of life that is like building up some serious immune system on the things happening around me. This have the advantage and might as well have the disadvantage of it.

It's been fun recently, but after fun, things still remain the same, nothing big change... I'm pretty sure you really got my heart that night, and I know you aren't reading my blog anyway and just wanted to leave down some track of sweetness and just wanted to keep that night in my mind forever..

Timing isn't right? No one can tells since I aren't there first, and I can't stop and change anything. Just hope that a hug will express all my feelings deep inside me to you...

梦醒时分

2009-11-17T19:37:00.000-08:00

你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕

你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨

你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人

你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生

早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等

你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕

你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨

你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人

你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生

早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等

早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等

何必呢？很多东西已经不同了，等待只为安慰那受伤的心，等待下去，爱下去也是一样，一场空。。。有些人是永远永远也不必也不能等的。。。

29/9/2009

2009-09-29T09:36:00.001-07:00

It's been another, going out to red box for singing and doing crazy stuff.

Arthur brought us to a shop around pudu to enjoy some extremely nice sup kambing! You can't imagine how nice is it, but don't eat too much of it because I can confirm you a dead after eating a lot of it... I have some serious headache after having a bow of it!!

We went to greenbox for some singing session today as well, took us around 6 hours in there for just 40 bucks! cheap like crap man!!

Anyway, today I finally found out something, nasty people's are all around Malaysia. When there is an accident occurs, MALAYSIAN will just slow down their darn vehicles and have a nice scene on what the hack is going on there! And this make the freaking highway jam like crap, they just slow down their car like there is no body's business!!! Malaysia culture huh? Taking down car plate number for 4D? If it will be so easy, I might as well be a reporter, I can have a list of car crash number plate if you want something bloody, I can as well get some bloody car accident with lots of dead bodies and I'll buy all of them, and I'll become damn rich am I? Is this possible? Use your brain and think about it... dumb...

Pulau Ketam

2009-09-11T05:51:00.001-07:00

Today, 911... hoho.. it has been 8 years since WTC being boomed... Anyway, I had been to a trip with my college mates to Pulau Ketam aka Crap/Crab Island...

These trip was organised due to our photography class. I happily charged my camera, and bring my camera to take a lot of nice photo during this trip. It was fun though, having sun burn all over my body, and blowing some fresh air and looking at some dirty sea, drinking beer early in the morning.. haha! That really chill me alot, and the most happiest things during this trip is, I took a lot of very nice photo. Photo are easy to be taken, but to take a nice photo, it mostly depends on your luck to have a nice catch. So Taking a nice photo isn't as easy as you think it will be :)

Have a great lunch as well, eating crabs, lala, something so call URINE PRAWN :p it cost me a lot, but it was really nice, and as well, I knew even more of my college's mate ~~

But the worst part was here... I discover my dslr aren't able to read the picture I have took, in fact, this occurs sometimes. When I reached home, Oh YEAH!!!

I TRIED IT OUT FOR FEW TIMES... BUT... I CAN'T RETRIEVE MY PICTURE!! ALL PICTURE THAT I HAD BEEN SPENDING MY TIME WITH THE WHOLE DAY HAVE ALL GONE!!! Crank that!!! I lost all of my picture, and I have no idea it is the fault of the memory card or my camera!!! Anyway.. I am going to sell my baby out.. and let me tell you.. I WONT GONNA MISS YOU SOB... OR SOF... BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME LOST ALL OF MY PRECIOUS ASSIGNMENT!!!

2 sep 2009

2009-09-02T06:48:00.000-07:00

Kind of addicted to cooking for myself recently, can save some money and it is a bit healthy also comparing eating out there.. anyone want me to cook for you? who interested plz call me.. lol

sorry guys.. lack of things to post recently

19 August 2009

2009-08-18T19:57:00.000-07:00

I have been isolating myself for 3 days, and there is 2 more days to go... The boring is going to bring me wild! Guys! I want party!! Bring me out fast...

2 more days to go...
Hope that i'll be fine soon.. wahahahaha

update

2009-08-16T12:05:00.000-07:00

To update you guys, I have been admitted to the hospital just now, with Arthur, Joseph and Kenneth. Kenneth and I were sick however that 2 aren't. After almost 4 hours of waiting, finally it is my turn... And guess what??

I AM H1N1 POSITIVE!!!!! CRAP!!!

Gonna stay at home for a week and hope that nothing big happened to me.. Please pray for me guys... the side effect of the medicine will be horrible... hope that i can overcome it.

Anyway, who wanna have a holiday can come and look for me, I'll give you a free kiss.. I am having a deadly weapon on me now! wakakaka

sick

2009-08-16T06:36:00.001-07:00

I am in Kenneth's house now, going to hospital for check up later..

I am having fever, headache, flue, muscle pain, cough and others.... These are the symptoms of h1n1, please pray that I am ok.. I don't wanna die so fast man...

BIG FOOL

2009-08-10T13:24:00.000-07:00

it is 4.30am now... and i can't even manage to sleep... I'll try not to use any foul language in this post.. I'll try....

I am still in the shocked, haven't recover yet... Being to a place, seeing things... that is enough to make me go numb for weeks i guess...

Memories are still fresh, Remembering how is the reaction... how is my heart beating, how is my hand shaking, how the tears drop and how i scream like crazy on the highway... I'm out of control again...

I can't manage to smile at all... My face's muscle are like so tense, and finding out myself are like a jerk. Going there showing people a funny show... oh yeah.. I am here, laugh at my foolishness baby! Son of the FISH!!

Hari Keluar

2009-08-05T20:51:00.000-07:00

Hari ini keluar dengan Nixon dan Joseph lagi, aiyo... Banyak bosan lah, setiap hari di rumah tak tahu mahu buat apa, jadi kami terpaksa pergi menonton wayang. Pergi IOI menonton G.I.Joe.

Hari ini baru kemas bilik saya, banyak kotor bilik saya dan kemaskan bilik ku buat ku amuk... dan ho.. dan ho.... PKM!!!!!

Fish that Fishy Farting Malay.... Trying to use malay to write for my blog, and eventually found out that my bm is getting darn worst... Crap! Have to improve my BM, if not will become like Jessica(dunno bm at all)... LOL... Forgive me jess... haha!

Anyway... I'm broke again~~ wakakaka! oh yeah, I did enjoyed my cell group last night, Thanks Danny Boy for giving me your PHYSICAL time so that I/We can spend our sweet sweet time with you... TRAINING...

From last night, I somehow found out that I am very materialistic, I used and I loved to buy branded stuff... I can't accept that I aren't wearing branded stuff.. This is how satan control us.. because when we are going for branded, we need more money, so we will find our way to earn much more money... Share to you guys later on... Nixon will be here within 10 minutes.. ciao!

Take care! HUGZ

Weekend

2009-08-02T09:56:00.000-07:00

Weekend always pass so fast, it never got a chance for me to press on my brake pedal. The time is pushing me to my limit, pushing my leg to hold the accelerator to the maximum.

Asking you guys a question... is it once a playboy, forever playboy??

Give me back my WEEKEND!!!

New Divide

2009-07-29T03:31:00.000-07:00

Recently loving a song my Linkin Park which name New Divide. I know that this song has been sometime back, but now then i saw how the lyrics go.. haha!

Here is the part that I like...

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

When i read through the lyrics, it let me got a feeling that when I am in a lot of trouble, Someone just come to my side... Telling me what is my destination, what should i do, God speaks to me through Father Anthon...

Sometimes human's thinking are complicated, human always things for so call rubbished too much, and in this tempted world, everyone's mind is polluted. I am doing things very very wrong, going into very serious trouble for the past of my life. I know that, and some of you reading my blog know that as well.

Even though I always put myself into serious trouble, doing a lot of things you guys dun want to think about it. Last time, I am not a shame, or even dun give a care on what I did. But recently, what touched my heart is... I know when I am doing so many "shitty" things and people start to hate me, piss off with me or even don't bother me. There is still someone who loves me...

I was so touched, I know God is always with me... He care about me, and he love me... He didn't look at my past, he knows what is in my heart... He knows my hurt, he knows my burden, he knows my everything more then anyone do.

Once I was lost, I was so lost till I have no idea what for doing here. Studying? Or just wasting up my parent's money going club, drinking, smoking and doing lots of stuff...

Now I know, I am here to equip myself. Equip up myself so that I can face more trouble and I still can stand firm! Since I have know what is my calling, I will just go on with it, my family support my decision and I have nothing to worry about, I just want to obey God's calling. God has his plan on me, from last time till now, and I truly believe this!

Starting from changing my habit, start with smoking! Totally quit on August! Pray for me!! AMEN!!

Nicotine

2009-07-26T09:35:00.000-07:00

Just found out the withdrawal symptoms of Nicotine:

1) Dysphoria or depressed mood (sometimes)
2) Insomnia (oh yeah... I can't sleep!)
3) Irritability, frustration or anger (sometimes)
4) Anxiety (sure)
5) Difficulty concentrating (this is what I facing now)
6) Restlessness (this is what I facing now)
7) Decreased heart rate
8) Increased appetite or weight gain (I am...)

Horrible......

So to those that are still smoking out there, smoking really will kill you, it not only harm yourself, giving a chance for you to have lung cancer, and it also kill your love one slowly, for the sack of the people you love and the people that love you, quit smoking...

I am quiting, will completely stop it on August, I can't do it myself, I can only seek help from Jesus, pray for me that I can overcome all of those withdrawal symptoms...

just to update...

2009-07-25T08:56:00.000-07:00

Have been receiving a lot this few days, and there is my plan here, change myself to become a better person, do great things and shake malaysia. I made a decision, to work for God after I graduate in my college, I believe what i study will help me a lot. But sometimes it is a bit suffering when I study because a lot of things i study will crash on my believes.

Anyway, what i want to do is to handle my life to God, eventhough there are a lot and a lot of problem, I believe God put problems in my life is to give chances for me to grow up, mentally and spiritually. I really can't do anything by myself, there is only one people can help and save me... Is Jesus, I have been experiencing a lot recently. When I called out for help to him, helps are there, just very near to me.

I already have my own target, Not HER... is about what I have to do in my life..

Put HER down 1st, now i just want to change my own attitude, and I gonna do great things for you Jesus. Saying is easy, but doing it out is hard, I understand this, Everyone reading my blog, please do pray for me.

Now I just want to walk with Jesus, that is all I want to do, God have his plan on me, and I know what I should do...

Let's bring revolution to Malaysia, and the REVOLUTION STARTS WITH ME!!

Steamboat night

2009-07-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

Just finish my steamboat with Daniel, Kenneth, Ah kit and some friends... Worst part in tonight's steamboat is that the food isn't that nice, and i finally found out that i can't eat much already, eating a bit also full already :(

Daniel, he is another one, at the beginning , we said that we are going to eat at mentari, who knows he suddenly call me and told me that to meet up at Asia Cafe and we are eating at Summer Steamboat. I was wondering, is there any steamboat in SS15?? Then me, ah kit and his brother took a cab and went to ss15, on our way... Then daniel told us that they are at Mentari... He ask us why go there!?

He thought that Ah kit's cc is call Asia Cafe!!! Waloehhh.. This is the greatest joke man.. then we took the cab, go for a big round from mentari to SS15 then went back to mentari again!! Daniel, nice one!!

And we also meet Jessey and her girl friends there.. haha! Surprise Jessey... hoho

Who made us?

2009-07-21T23:52:00.000-07:00

Every product got it's own logo, people making products and sure will put their brand on it proving that the products are made by them...

So do us.. We got a logo in our body... Check this video clip out and you will know what I am talking about...

Praise the lord..

Terrible nite

2009-07-17T14:20:00.000-07:00

Been to a terrible place, having a terrible nights with some horrible stuff and torturing seeing, and some ugly image around my sight...
And had been drinking some vomiting drinks making myself extremely sick and seeing lots of unwanted to see HUMAN BEING....

In spoil my beginning of my nice weekend, make my mood drop into the drain... Just like vomiting shit...

HORRIBLE PLACE.. NEVER EVER GO THERE ANYMORE...

Assignment assignment

2009-07-12T09:09:00.001-07:00

There are two assignment to due this week and I haven't start doing anyone of them!! One of them I have to hand it up tomorrow and still I am not in the mood to do it due the tiredness and my damn stupid stomach... I have been running to washroom non stop since 11pm.

Kenneth, nice one ah.. Full of shit.. yeah.. I am really full of shit right now, full with shit in my stomach and full with shit in my shitty assignment... Totally full of shit.. and I am enjoying my own shit right now!!

Thanks Joshua for the meal tonite~ hugs hugs...

Anyway, semester ending soon and I am having another one month holiday, plans that I had made till today are:

1)Get my own car
2)Study hard
3)Enjoy my holiday
4)Grap some nice shirt and shoes!!
5)Build up relationship with GOD

And now.. I off to toilet and BOMB AGAIN!!!
BOMB BOMB POW... THIS IS WHAT I AM THINKING WHEN I SIT ON THE TOILET BOWL!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

我爱的女孩

2009-07-09T00:57:00.001-07:00

By feeling, I wrote this, planning to put in music and make it out asap...
anyone wanna help?

你甜美的笑容

你可爱的脸蛋

你的一举一动

俘虏了我的一颗真心

无法想象没有你的夜晚

没有你的甜言蜜语

是那么的宁静是那么的孤单

我爱的女孩你懂我心

我不曾放手也不曾放弃

只因我爱你决不言放弃

不在乎你是否爱过我

一心一意只想要你开心

我爱的女孩你可好吗?

选择的反手是为了看到你的笑

如果我的存在让你痛苦

如果我的关心让你烦恼

我选择了退后

退到你感觉不到我的界线

你流过的眼泪

你哭泣的声音

你所受的委屈

对我来说是种折磨

自己不能给你什么

你也不想我给你什么

或许保持朋友的距离

对你我来说也是种解脱

我爱的女孩你懂我心

我不曾放手也不曾放弃

只因我爱你决不言放弃

不在乎你是否爱过我

一心一意只想要你开心

我爱的女孩你可好吗?

选择的反手是为了看到你的笑

如果我的存在让你痛苦

如果我的关心让你烦恼

我选择了退后

退到你感觉不到我的界线

我爱的女孩我最爱的女孩

就让我给你我最后一次的疼爱

词：gabriel

曲:

3rd day

2009-07-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

Addiction still undercontrol, not yet die!! oh yeah~~ Today was seriously a tiring day, my alarm and joseph's alarm have been ringing for an hour till the moment i wake up, then we woke up and went to mamak for our breakfast... yeah.. both type of breakfast LOL. FYI, Joseph was being coned by the mamak today.. haha!

I went to fix my teeth and my doctor said that I could take my bracers of in 2 months time~ yeah! Miss my white teeth without steel!! But before that I have to bleach it since taking to much substance that will stain on my teeth :(

Send my phone to ss 15 as well, but that guy give it back to me, telling me to go to service centre in Low yat my own, because sending there my own will be much more quicker then the shop sending it.. Crap isn't it? Whatever, I just want my phone to be fix as soon as possible.

Add on, my computer space is running out... 500Gb have been full for few months and I don't even have anymore space to put my stuff, gonna get another 600++gb harddisk or a 1Tb hard disk this few days, I can't stand it already... Anyway, who wanna sponcer me Cooler Master casing? and also Razor mouse and keyboard?? lol

This are my unentertaint request in facebook.. it is making me crazy... so disturbing wei... Come on guys.. don't simply add unknown in your facebook.. at least adding someone you know or you see before...

2nd day

2009-07-07T09:43:00.000-07:00

Mission failed today, I took 5 today... too bad too bad... Not because beh tahan, is because nothing to do :(

Anway, I have finally done my presentation today. I only found out that I looked for the wrong research paper today and my lecturer give me a day to redo it. Well, I prepared my whole presentation in a night.

During my class, I found out that most of my course mate do it so details and my slide and stuff i prepared is so freaking simple and little... I totally freak myself off and run here and there all the class and was trying to add stuff in it to hope that it will look more nice.

I failed to do that because I don't really understand what my research paper is about!!!

At last, it was my turn, I pull my laptop up and present it quickly. As quickly as possible and craps a lot of stuff, I don't even understand what the hack I am talking!!

After my presentation, I quickly get out of the class and go walk around to cool myself down, I thought I could be screwing up my presentation again, since i screwed up my mid-term exam.. I got 8 out of 30... Deep shit...

When i reenter my class, everyone left except my lecturer. She told me that i had done a great job, she gave me a 10!!! WOW!! Praise the lord!! I was so shocked and happy that time! Seriously didn't expected this!!

She liked my presentation, she told me that it is short and straight to the point and this is only called a presentation!!

I gonna do better next time, with god giving me wisdom , I believed I'll be much more better.

updating you guys, I am going around kl to find bookstore with books about a serial killer name Ted Bundy, who is interested to join me, just give me a call~~ ciaozzzz

1st day

2009-07-06T06:33:00.000-07:00

Today is the 1st day I stop smoking. Starting from this early morning, I can't even wake up from my bed, and the whole day is totally lack of energy... I look like a zombie now!! GOSH!!

Whole brain is thinking of the feelinng when inhaling nicoutine, oh gosh... It is seriously killing me. Anyway, who want to replace me to go to club? Friends invite me to go to club on tuesday and friday, I don't really want to go since going there is just about drinking, and smoking... I made my decision not to drink and smoke but then there are so so so many temptation ha...

Die hard day 1... Will update what is my situation everyday... Hope I wont die, worst then drug addicts... This is what will happened if you take 1 big pack of dunhill king size in a day and this maintain for a month or two... then you decided to quit it and it will really DRAG YOU TO HELL!!!

Kissssss meeeeee orrrrr killllll meeeeeeee.........

Decision

2009-07-01T17:49:00.000-07:00

Life is all about making decision, a decision you make will either bring you to an extreme or another extreme... This just happened to me

Few days back, you can see my mood swings so great that you can't believe that it is me standing in front of you, yeah... some problem happens for sure.

That day when I am half drunk, I made a decision to fall into a bad side, I called lots of my friends non stop looking for drugs, such as cocaine, so called "powder", pills, morphine and stuff just to take myself away from reality hope that it will lesser the pain. When I am making these phone calls. A very important person in my heart smsed me, seriously I didn't expected that person will sms me.

That friend of mine give me a verse mathew17:20

Matthew 17:20 (King James Version)

²⁰And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.

God spokes to me through there friend. I know god don't want me to fall back to those life, if god didnt' touch her for sending me this verse at that time, or if she simply send some funny sms... You can see that I am taking drugs right now...

I made my own decision, why choosed to fall? I will strengthen up myself, and be tough. There isn't anymore time and reason for me to be emo and down. I will put down all of my habits and stuffs to become a better man. To honor god's name and to praise him, and to do big things for him!!!

God saved me once again, this is undeniable.

22-23 june

2009-06-23T10:48:00.000-07:00

22 night... Me, Joseph, Mr X and few of my friends go out for dinner... and guess what? Mr X suddenly get high and ask all of us go to club with him! It has been so long i didn't went to any club or pub!!

We spend our night at there till about 12 and it was really really so fun... just few friends drinking there.. wuh~~ this is life~~ wakakaka... who wanna join us next time?? Just tell me.. hoho!

And within this week, I watched 2 movies that i classify it as the worst and the best movie in year 2009. The worst movie goes to Wolfhound, I seriously piss off by this movie because that is a total failure!!!!!! Rubbish movie!!! Don't and please don't waste any money to watch it!!! NEVER!!

However, the best movies go to Transformer~~~~ cool!!!! By the way, is Megan Fox a man? Anyone heard news like that??

N82

2009-06-17T17:15:00.000-07:00

My n82 had officially broke down, 2 speaker had been out of service last night, gonna send it to fix or get a new phone... oh gosh... I can't imagine how is it without phone with me... This is horrible!!!

By the way, I accepted Daniel's challange, ask me if you wanna know what is that challange... Have to get rid of 2 type of drugs in the same moment and that is extremly suffering, so don't expect to see me normal for a month... haha... because the process last for a months... keep me in you guys prayer so that i can stand firm :)

intro a nice song for you guys... view the youtube down there :P

Shocking night

2009-06-15T11:06:00.000-07:00

Just went out for super with Joseph and at the moment we open the lift's door... I saw a chick walking out...(wow... look nice) then when i notice her, she was totally drunk, she can't even walk well...

Then we decided to wait her till she reach home first and I am wondering if she could found her house.. haha! Eventually, she stopped and look for her key.. but she failed to do that and she sat down there... Then we go near to approach her(in a good way) she was so blur so blur that time and we can even smell the alcohol from her body! Then we ask her where is her house and stuff, and we found out she is a China girl and she ask her where we wanna bring her to go... and she insist wanna go out and drink with us... We was totally in a shocked man!!

Then i opened her house door with her key and send her home... What the hack man! she is alone and those guys or whoever who send her home doesn't even bother her safety and let a girl go home like that! Screw that guy for this... Bustard!!

Anyway, story ends... and I have some words for guys and girls

Guys-- Don't even let a girl walk home alone or just leave her somewhere else and ask her go home alone, even if she isn't drunk, being a guy you should be resposible to send a girl till the door and know that she is home SAFELY!!! I never go unless I saw the girl go into her house door! This is me!

Girls-- Please, don't drink till unconcious... It is very dangerous out there, eventhough you are with your friends doesn't mean you are safe to do like this k!? You wont know what people will do to you!! Please love yourself!!

Quiting stuff and changing life

2009-06-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

I made my decision, totally quit my smoking, bad habits and lot of stuff, to become someone new....

I dun want to be like the old same me... Want to see miracles happen in Malaysia, but I have to equip myself so that we can make miracles happen here.. did i spell miracles wrongly? LOL

But before equipping myself and ready myself for god... I have to get rid of all of my bad habits and sin first... Pray for me guys..

Last one in my life... Never touch it anymore... finish on 9.45pm 13 june 2009

My used to be energy pack...

update for update only

2009-06-13T01:46:00.000-07:00

Gonna change my way in writing my blog... update you guys soon, lack out of time to blog recently..

Ah Lai

2009-05-22T16:21:00.000-07:00

Ah lai is a friend of mine since I was young, young means just borned.. yeah.. It has been 21 years beeing friend with this bustard, dunno should be happy or sad with that, right!? AH LAI!

Seriously speaking, he is really a funny guy when you mix with him but he can be furious and crazy if you triggle his alarm too :) So just beware when be with him.. haha! He is also the one to influence me to become one of the craziest driver in my hometown... You can't imagine how we drive unless you sit in our car.. who wanna try then just find a chance lend me your car... And I'll let your soul get out of your body and go out of the car for sometimes then come back into your bloody scared body.. LOL

This friend of mind followed me back to kl for looking at his college, he seems to be studying in TOC. But actually, he haven't gone to his college yet and he will be leaving in few hours time, mean I have to rush to bring him to his college before he went back!

Normally bringing friends to here is an easy job, because just to bring them shopping and walk around, but Ah Lai is a very unique guy, he do not like shopping, he just wanted to see modals, chicks, arcade, and toys... haha... Well, not easy to bring him to the place he like and he was keep on complaining it is damn damn damn damn bored here.. :P

Ah lai.. you really really used up all my money! You even make me totally lost my voice! DING AH!! Well.. i just found out the there are middle fingers all around the picture.. you few bustard...

This fat guys is ah siao... well, he is really siao :X

Ah lai dare me to wear like this.. who knows he didn't do any special dressing.. ding

Yum chat at pyramid, here comes the middle finger

Ah lai

His toys!!!!!!

Days in Sandakan 2

2009-05-20T21:30:00.000-07:00

It really took me days for updating blog :(
An early morning, I went around my hometown to took some picture to share.. haha! lazy type so much, so just view picture ya

My car

My house

One of the market in my hometown

This is some view infront of my old house :)

then i move to the main market in my hometown, can see sea from there.. haha

Damn lazy to write.. sorry guys.. then 2nd day.. we went to Sukau with my family.. haha!

My nephew crying

My brother

I took this with 70-200, f:2.8

My sister

Sleeping monkey

That night when i reached home, I directly date few of my friends go play car around.. pictures again.. I seriously damn lazy to type

Ah lai and Sunat's car, ALL HID lamp

My cars...

EXTRA PICTURE.........

I saw this on my way back :( damn sad seeing it

Days in Sandakan

2009-05-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

Finally, I got some time to update my blog to let you guys know what is it going on with me in my hometown... Finally got time for it.. haha!

When I came off the plane, I directly go take one DSLR in my shop and capture anything that went into my sight, SO... This post is mainly on picture on the activites I did for this few days, more picture and activites will be posted up soon.. Enjoy guys :)

I capture this just to try out my camera :)

The 2nd day I reached Sandakan, I bought a cake for my brother since 12 of May was his birthday, so we celebrate it on the second day I came back... Picture below is my sister, my brother and me..

The cake we ate that night, to be honest... IT SUCKS!!

Then after cutting cake with my brother and chating around... I went out with 2 of my friends one name sunat and one name ah lai, Ah lai will follow me going back to KL on 19 :) Gonna bring him to place with chicks because this was an order from my mom, bring him see chicks around.. hahahaha!!! Ah lai.. you have to enjoy it... no doubt

He is my bustard friend, Ah Lai

Ah lai and Sunat, you guys' post are so "special"

After taking this some picture on some moutain, we went to so beach side to yam cha, this place was named as Habour Bistro because it was located some where some port... whatever.. who cares... Anyway, price there are seriously cheap because it only cost RM5 for a very very gao Alvacado juice :)

He can never put his phone down...

Then I forced them to follow me for some photo shotting......... Below are some night scene in my hometown

I like this effect :) it is liek the soul running away from his body.. haha!

My "Sport" car...

After few photo shooting, we went to a place near Giant Hyperstore for some car playing, we chat till midnight, then we started to play with my car, trying burnout and drift.. It is damn dumb to drift with a FF car.. COW... Then our drifting bring some pro there to show us some skillful drift, Let me tell you, I can drift, but not with a FF car... I didn't drove out my FR car that night.. If not....... I'll challenge you...

We sit there and chat :)

Me and my car when playing around

One of the drift team's car

I made this during burnout.. lol

These are some video clip... Enjoy it guys :)

Play till around 2am... then we all went home.. Nah... Please do remember, when you saw this CAR...SS6011D in my hometown when you are driving... Please run as far as you can... Because he is real danger!!!

The third day in Sandakan, I followed my mom to my hometown's church's authestic centre, for you information, this is a centre that train authestic children... (it seems I am talking rubbish)

I capture some picture when waiting for my mom :)

One of the kids there, his name is Jason

Then when the night falls I brought my sister and brother out to some coffee shop to eat icecream and I meet 2 of my friends there also, Xue Neng and Benjamin, the King of Airplane XD

The one back there is my sister :)

Mango Madness, the drink I ordered

Some stalking picture by my friend

This is my mile four market, we named it Disney land because there are seriously a lot of mouse!!! And i shoot some couples's making out as well.. haha

More photo and video clip will be upload soon and I am going to Sukau now.. CIAOZZZZ

14/5/09

2009-05-13T21:44:00.000-07:00

Everytime when I am going back to hometown... I'll be waiting for it.. and normally I'll be happy when I come back... But this time is different... I don't seriously feel wanted to come back... And coming back doesn't really make me feel happy anymore....... Nothing will make me feel happy at all

A night in lcct

2009-05-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow morning I am taking 7am flight going back to Sandakan, so i choose to over night in LCCT to prevent sleeping late, or over charge on taxi :) I reache here about half an hour ago and I choosed to stay in The coffe Bean to online and also to have some coffee... haha... I know I shouldn't be drinking anymore coffee but this is the only thing I can take to keep me awake...

Just as I order my drinks and a cake, I turned on my pc and wanted to online... Who the hack knows I can't log into my msn! Seriously dunno what had happened , then i decided to wath Jackass volume three... For your information, Jackass is an extremly disgusting show or movie because the whole movie is something like a show.. haha.. Go check it out if you guys are interested in it :)

Well... I have no idea why I can't watch it at all, and I can't watch any RMVB format's movie and ALSO.. I can't turn on my Real Player.. gosh!! MY lovely pc.. you must be shitting me!!! Why treat me like this...

Well, I think my following things that I can do is to read bible and some magezines.. hoho.. Sorry Siao and Joseph.. I can't msn with you guys.. don't miss me and cry like a big baby ya... :X

Going back to Sandakan

2009-05-11T07:13:00.000-07:00

Everytime before I am going back to Sandakan, there will be a weird feeling... The feeling is like afraid and also a bit happy.. haha...

Last time there are reason that make me wanted to go back, because my ex-gf is in Sandakan and we can only meet once I have holiday. But now since we broke up already, there aren't any reason for me for going back already, not totally no reason... Just like not that wanted to go back, I prefer staying here.. hehehe... Maybe some of you guys will know the reason why I stayed here, anyway... ticket are expensive also right? :X

Back to the feeling I mention just now, the feeling come back to me today... I started to afraid the plane wont land... well... mean it crashed... Everytime I go onto the plane I will start to afraid will the plane crash... Because it is all on God's hand... Who knows he want me to go back to him? So everytime I go onto the plane, I will pray hard.. guys.. please pray for me if you all still wanted to see me.. PLEASE... I am freaking worried now..........

Maybe this is the outcome of taking too many plane.. gosh.. I am not the one handeling the plane... maybe this is the reason.. Same apply to car also, when I am on people's car I'll be a bit scared because I am not the one driving.. However when I drive, I can do any crazy things because I am the one driving it.. STRANGE.........

I WANTED TO STAY BACK IN KL LAR~!!!!!!! GOSHHHHHHHHH

iPod

2009-05-10T21:31:00.001-07:00

I have no idea why I cannot sync my iPod... and it hang at there, I can't even roll back it's software.. gosh.. what is happening!? I am going back to hometown soon, if it is still like that! What should i do!?

Maybe... it is time for iTouch already... haiz... stupid stuff...

Hot room

2009-05-10T04:34:00.000-07:00

I finally found out why my room is always that HOT... Actually, the main reason is actually my pc... Well.. it is all about my pc again... I got a desktop and a laptop in my little room. For those who have ever been to my room can understand how hot and small is it :)

Today, I didn't turn off my desktop at all because I have some movie rushing to download.. and it ended up boiling almost every liquid in my room... My water had already become warm when i drink it.. and it is totally freaking hot...

guess what.. the minimum temperature of my computer is 48 degree celsius... and the highest is 70 degree celsius... which is my graphic card.. gosh... I think I need to change my casing into a cooler master casing.. if not either me or my pc will be burn to death one day...

Well.. My computer just broke another record... 96 degree celsius for my graphic card.. lol

Again.. click to enlarge it :X

Things I wanted to have in this year..

2009-05-09T09:15:00.000-07:00

I don't have much idea on what to write on my blog now a days.. Just let me know what you guys wanna know, and I'll write about it.. haha.. for example my pass... my bad habits... my ex.. or stufff like that.. whatever.. LOL

This post is about stuff that I wish I could have it by this year:

1) iPhone
2) Razor keyboard and mouse
3) iTouch
4) Sony Erricson W705
5) A car!!
6) A new perfume... I half demolised my old one...
7) A set of 7.1 Altec Lansing speaker( is there anything like that?)
8) Gucci Wallet
9) Guess Collection Limited Edition watch...
10) Macbook pro
11) Some new shirt...
12) A set of EA or GA formal set...
13) A new desktop!!
14) Heart......
15) A trip to Japan..

That all for the moment i guess.. haha

Where will I be?

2009-05-07T05:50:00.000-07:00

Everyone have a dream, so do I. Have you ever imagine where will you be in 5 eyars or 10 years time? Will you be married, feeding your kids, suffering like mad in this cold and stressful society? Working like dogs just to earn a living? When you worked like crazy dog till somehow someday almost the end of your life, wondering working so hard for what? For some materialistic life? Taking your whole life for something that really so unimportant---Money!?

What is your dream? What is the target you set for yourself years ago? Buying a BMW, married someone you love so much, having a happy family, becoming a doctor, becoming someone famous... there are a lot of dream in our mind but which one will come true and which one will not? Some people do so much to try to achieve their dream but ended up sitting there crying because they failed to.

I have a lot of dream, I truely wish some of them will come true one day, but some are just simply DREAM... that I know the possibility that will come true is nearly 0%... I don't like staying in Malaysia, the education system, politics, the way of people acting here.. sorry to say that.. I am tired of the style in here, I wanted to go to somewhere far from here, moving around to find a place that can peace me down...

There is a picture in my mind, staying in wooden house near a beach with someone I love.. haha.. Funny thought..

I remembered when I am a child, I wish that I can go up to the moon.
When I am 7, I dream that I can be a policeman
When I am 8, I dream to be a doctor
When I am 13, I dream to be a killer... don't ask me why... I DON"T KNOW!!
When I am 15, I just dream that to be someone normal
When I am 17, I don't have any dream anymore...

This is the reality, When you are getting older the life and the stressfulness will drag you away from your dream and will make you lost in this society... Wondering where to go, what to study, what to do... Some people can still keep their dream but they have no idea when they can achieve it, some people might have forgotten about their dream, and some still believe...

I have forgotten my dream, till recently I recall everything back... All of my dreams... I wished to get out of Malaysia to walk around, forgetting every burden and everything just to gain experience and to check out different life style and culture. I wished I can be someone in our Country, someone that can change this country. I wished I can help a lot of people that need help alot. I wished I can be with her forever. I wished I can have a lot of money. I wished I will be going to us to study when i finish my degree. I wished....

When I think of my dreams, reality will drag me back, giving me lots of reason and excuses for me to achieve my dream. And some dream will have conflict...

What will be a dream? And what will come true? What should I hold on and what shouldn't? Life's a struggle...? Who knows......

But there is something I know... I'll work hard and struggle all the way to achieve all of my dreams, no mather it crash or not... I'll be walking all the way for it...

random

2009-05-07T05:27:00.000-07:00

I bought something online few days ago, yeah.. have to pay Joshua asap.. haha.. Thanks Joshua for helping me out :)

I can't imagine how fast they can ship the stuff to me, but i have been receiving e-mail non stop about telling me the stuff's progress and as well as the location of the products now. Can't believe things can be so details and the speed can be so fast!

And to be add on, I picked up Rm10 again today , thanks God!! However, I am still super duper hungry now... because I just ate one meal today... my hand started to shack.. hoho

Press to enlarge it :)

宋岳庭

2009-05-06T07:47:00.000-07:00

From Kenneth I know this guy and yesterday was the 1st day I heard his song and was so attracted by his style and the feel of his songs.. here I'll share some of his biodata and his songs, hope you guys enjoy it :)

音乐才子宋岳庭

这是一个被埋没已经的天才，如果不是他的英年早逝和命运的多舛不公

星路历程：
'1987年 9岁的宋岳庭，以天才儿童的身分，接受华视专访。
'1992年 14岁的他，独自移居美国，开始了留学生涯。
'1997年 19岁的他，因为朋友的栽赃而入狱服刑，服刑3个月获得缓刑。
'2001年5月在缓刑期间发现罹患骨癌。
'2002年8月9日结束了短暂的生命，年仅23岁。

宋岳庭，1978年11月6日出生于台北，2002年8月9日于加州病逝在母亲的怀里。23年的生命中，历经了十年莫可奈何的漂泊波折，无尽的心事，只能透过绘画与音乐诉说。

生命即使充满痛苦，也要满怀热忱和希望！」前年八月九日，今年金曲奖入围作词与新人的宋岳庭，躺在病床上微笑着对母亲留下了遗言。

宋岳庭过世一周年，母亲李花岗为了纪念儿子年仅二十三岁的短暂音乐生命，四处向宋岳庭的朋友收集其生前即兴创作的歌曲，集合成「Life's a Struggle」专辑。

【精彩】创作生命
宋岳庭从小就有严重鼻病，宋母为改变他的体质，在宋岳庭国一时，就送他去美国念书，造就他戏剧性的人生转变。

高中时代开始，宋岳庭开始大量创作音乐，「Shawn（宋岳庭的英文名）连五线谱都不懂，也不会弹乐器，但他无论创作甚至舞技，都是同侪口中的 King！」宋母因为是单亲妈妈，经济负担大，宋岳庭没钱买好的机器，只好用美金三百元的keyboard与卡式录音带录制作品。

"他最让朋友称赞的，就是能用最简陋的机器，做出令人惊讶的效果!"宋母说，宋岳庭的歌曲不仅是用来娱乐的音乐，更是分享、记录生命的历程。

在歌曲文字中，宋岳庭也传达出这个讯息：「人生只是一个过程，即使再怎么痛苦，也要怀抱着希望走下去！」

【受难】入狱罹癌
十九岁那年，宋岳庭入狱三个月，只因帮朋友站岗拿了二十元美金，最后却被栽赃成华青帮份子。

事后，宋母花了七万元美金打官司获得平反，宋岳庭却已进入人生最低潮，三年假释期一过，宋岳庭被医生宣布罹患骨癌，骨盆腔满是癌细胞，

2001年耶诞假期，手术后的Shawn躺在病榻上不能再跳舞了，不过，他并没有给自己太多的时间去沮丧，他坚强的样子，看在妈妈眼里，也觉得“这场仗，我们一定打得赢！”

也许是老天一度心软了。出院以后，Shawn的病况大好，他兴奋地摸着腰告诉妈妈“癌细胞没有再长大了”。也就在这段期间，Shawn的妈妈曾认真考虑过让他和一个很爱他的女孩子结婚，好“冲冲喜”。然而，好景不常，随着气候逐渐转热，Shawn的病况又恶化了！

重回医院，Shawn得靠打吗啡度日，数不清的夜里，他不是梦呓似的跟守候床前的母亲说话，就是抚着母亲的手背，平静优雅，彷佛不带一丝悲伤。直到8月9 日那天，他突然坚持回家，回到家里他惯坐的沙发上，就这么一直坐到晚上，在母亲的怀里与世长辞，面容一如他二十岁诗中预言的安详。

宋岳庭过世前最遗憾的一件事，就是无法与陶吉吉签约，正式进入录音室录制专辑。当时，TENSION的「I'll be with you」的RAP词，就是宋岳庭亲自写与唱的，虽然酬劳只有一百六十八块美金，但作品被分享的喜悦，却让罹患癌症的宋岳庭开心不已。

事后，陶吉吉也与宋岳庭谈过签约的事情，可惜他已经罹患癌症，一切计划宣告暂停，也成为他一生中最大的遗憾。

就如同专辑名称与歌曲「Life's a Struggle」，生活就是一场挣扎与奋斗的历程，满布着疑问，但要勇敢、认真地生活，才能找到解答！

Nice and enjoying day I guess?

2009-05-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

We went for red box for singing today, some video clip to share, is mine, kenneth and joseph's singing, there is one clip for Joseph but have to edit before posting up.. If not he will be in serious deep big trouble :)

Well, for your information, I broke my new perfume's head, cannot manage to spray anything at all and I can't send for warrenty or to fix it and even cannot find any replacement for the bottle of it... haiz... it cost me a lot of bucks seriously...

Nothing really happended recently, just bought my new earphone from Sennheiser, and one of my phone's speaker is down, gonna waste a lot of money to fix my stuff.. haiz....

My broken perfume..

New headset

Songs to share :)

Mine and Joseph's singing

Kenneth's singing, try see how Erika slap Joseph.. haha

My dream watch...

2009-05-02T08:10:00.000-07:00

That day when i shop in Mid Valley with Rachel them I saw a watch... Well, I got my Fossil here, if not i can 100% confirm I'll get it home!!!! That watch is from Guess, it is a Guess Collection Limited Edition watch which they only produced 1000 pieces for this design and this color, I can manage to find the picture of that color but I found one which the design is the same but it is in silver.

That watch is gold plated on the white part you can see in the picture below, and the strip is made from fiber~~ walaoehh... I love it so so so so much... But there are things to be concern:

I got my watch few months ago, then I fixed my old watch mean I got 2, and the freaking price of this one.... RM4700++... gosh.. I like it.. hope i can get way to buy it AS FAST AS POSSIBLE!!!! because there is only 1000 pieces!!! GOSH!!! I WANT IT!!!

Anyone wanna buy it for me as my birthday gift? hehehehe

This is really call broke

2009-04-27T23:19:00.000-07:00

I have seriously used up a lot of money this month, and I have totally broke now..haha! Can you barely imagine how is it when you only left RM1 in your wallet and there isn't any money left in your atm?

This is my case now.. how am I gonna survife.. I got back some money from my friends but I bought a Adobe CS4 master collection yesterday.. and everything is gone... Mom.. plz.. quickly transfer me some money before I eat my own flesh...

Some activities and things I buy in this month that Kill all my cash:
1) 2 times of Carles Junior
2) 4 times of Movie
3) Countless times of arcade games
4) Adobe CS4 master collection
5) Countless PC games
7) Hair cut
8) Steamboat
9) Yam cha a lot
10) 3-4 times starbucks
11) A lot of foods
12) Snooker and pools a lot...

That is it.. 1.4k is done in not more then a month.. CRAP!!!!

College on fire?

2009-04-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

Just after my 1st exam today, my Sociology paper... I wanted to take lift down the the ground floor from 7th floor... but I then found out that the lift is not functioning and there is a sign like fire on the lift...

Then I go to the emergency exit and walk all my way to ground floor, and this is the 1st time feeling there is a great air flow in the stair way.. and the fire alarm is ringing all the way!! Cool man! Is my college on fire? No idea.. since I don't see anyone shouting and running.. I just take my sweet time walking around in college to find a place to online...

I smsed Joseph and Jess, my mom and some to told them my college might be on fire.. haha! They was seriously shocked however I'm still online inside my campus...

But still I didn't saw any fire fighters here or any fire... Let me guess, it might be my lecture or someone is on "fire" then when they releasing their "heat" they trigure the fire alarm?? lol

Anway.. Exam still killing me... No more coffee... gosh.. gonna drink water to release stress? I think I have to pray more and read more bible :)

Taxi Malaysia

2009-04-26T11:25:00.000-07:00

I have been told my lots of people not to use too many or any rude words in my Blog, ok.. I'll control.. Mom.. if you read this, you will know why there is a need for a car for me in KL.. I am seriously piss off already.. :(

I took a cab from my house to joseph's house, which is from usj 2 to mentari court. Then at the beggining, the taxi driver offer me rm 10 and for sure I wont wanna take that because it is very expensive, then I told him that I can only afford it for rm 5... The taxi driver is a Indian guy and he waited there for sometimes while I am waiting for bus.

After waiting for about 20 minutes, he ask me to get on his cab and whatever... He drive so freaking fast and i can feel that his temper is so unstable, so I quickly called Joseph and wanted him wait me down there, to take down the taxi's car plate number.

Sooner when I reached Mentari Court, I gave the Indian fellow rm 50 because I don't have small change, then he was like so piss off, not stop scolding there said why I don't want to give more, they work like cow and only get a little, and he said we go find chicks and lots and he only work and work but get little, then he even curse me that I will regret later .. because it is 4am now... Well.. Try curse me :) I never scare of it... I did nothing wrong...

The worst part, he told me that give him more and I'll get more.. WHAT IS HE TALKING ABOUT!?

Well... This is only a small case in Malaysia, I have heard a lot of people complaining Cab service in Malaysia and for your information, Malaysia's Cab Service is the worst in the world. Cab drivers simply give price, and they don't go according to the meter, they even curse and scold a lot. I heard one of them scold our PM also and he keep his mouth shut when he found out that I am going to meet PM's wife... LOL

There is even a case, tourist are thrown at the road side by this type of Cab drivers... Do you guys know that this is a shame to our country and people!? How do you expect our contry will be more and more advance having such type of people in here? It is just like crocrach... or even mouse... somehow... mouse are better, at least Ratatouille do cook... LOL

This is the picture of the cab that the driver cursed me....

2am again...

2009-04-23T11:00:00.001-07:00

Just added some ads on my blog.. hope to get some extra money but dunno if it is usefull... it better dun show up some unrated ads there.. if not i'll go bomb google.. sorry google.. lol

I can't manage to sleep even I am darn tired, stress is totally covering me up... Last time I used to drink some alcohol and smoke to cool myself down, but now I can't doing that because I told myself not to do this anymore. Well... I really so stress now, Final is just few days from now and I will still have time to go worry someone...

Guys.. teach me.. how to suspress my stress level? I am getting crazy... When I gone crazy, I'll start disturbing ppl... Calling, SMS-ing, and even spaming... Like this few days, I started to Spam my blog!!!! SAVE ME!!! AH!!!! CAFFEINE Cannot help me at all!!!

WALOEHHHHHH Exam lar! And my stupid passing marks is at 70%!!!! And if i failed it, I can't be continuing my study because my mom give me final warning already, if I failed any of it I will have to start to work, how can that be!? And if i don't tell my mom about my failing in my subject, I might have to sell my ass to gain Rm1200 for a single subject... gosh... SEGI College.. you are killing me silently... I AM DYING OK!? WHY DON'T YOU JUST SHOOT AND BLOW MY HEAD OFF!!!!

ASSIGNMENT SM ME... FINAL KILLS ME... LECTURE HANGING ME ON THE DOOR.. WAHUOOOOOOO

@#&#%^*$%%^(%&(%^*@%@%@........

SOMEONE... BRING ME OUT... PLZ... OR FIND ME.. BEFORE I GONE TOTALLY CRAZY... YOU CAN'T IMAGINE HOW CRAZY I'LL BE... PLZ.....

Starbucks I love you

2009-04-23T02:22:00.001-07:00

Starbucks... I love you... Everytime when I feel stress and moody or tired of the world out there, I'll just jump onto you, hugging you, giving you a kiss... I know you are always there for me, and i know you will make me feel well. Starbucks, why are you so sweet? Why can you make me smile?

Oh Starbucks... you are my sweet heart, you are my sunshine, you are my everything... Wanted to kiss you wet now, wanted to lick you, and wanted to bite you hard... You are making me get high, you are boiling up my blood... Making my high.... I can't control myself already...I am taking off........................

LOL... Chop it off guys... That sound like some horny novel.. I know..

This is the 2nd day in starbucks, waiting for Daniel them for dinner and I have had full fast for 2 days, want to see things change!!!

That girl find me again, she said CS ask her go out or what.. haha.. then she ask me join together... I directly rejected her.. sorry!! I am not so easy to approach one.. ok!? Ask me go your house dinner.. haha.. sorry.. no way... go eat yourself.. LOL

Weird feeling...

2009-04-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

Just now when I am watching movie in the cinema, a weird still suddenly flow out... Started to worry someone... wondering how is the person... then sms that person... but didn't reply... the worrying feel started to get stronger till i cannot really concentrate on my movie. But finally that person replied, thanks god that person is ok :)

WEIRD.... Why i'll worried huh...

Starbucks

2009-04-22T02:41:00.000-07:00

I have no idea since when I have been loving starbucks so much... Enjoying the atmosphere here, listening to music and drinking my favourite drink mocha or hot chocolate really make me get out from a lot of stress... But I seriously don't have that much money to come over here everyday, but the least is at least once per month...

Sometimes it is much more better studying here compare studying at home... Today... I choosed to come to starbucks in summit just to wait the movie I gonna watch alone at 9.35pm. Who knows there are some malay TV show having their recording here and they are singing some malay songs... lol.. can you shut up?

Have few more assignment to rush and the final is around the corner, I was in deep depress and stress now... gonna find way out before i go wild...

Tagged

2009-04-21T02:35:00.000-07:00

List 10 things that you want for your birthday, doesn't matter whether the things that you want is possible or impossible to get.

1. Mazda Rx-8
2. A cake( no one got me a cake before....)
3. Gucci wallet
4. Blessing from someone
5. Prayed to be answered... I know i am bad.. haha.. sorry god :(
6. CHIVASSSSSSSS
7. A new phone, maybe Iphone or HTC HD?
8. A huge party, i never had it before... never ever
9. Credit card from my parents
10. A DSLR

Day of your birthday?
- 19 june everyear...

Now, tagged those you wanted to
- Jessica
- Kenneth
- Anthony
- Joseph
- Rachel
- Jessey
- Eric
- Pennie
- Penny
- Sharon
- Erika

A deal with my sister

2009-04-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

Crystal! Nice one.. :)

Just made a deal with my 14 years old sister, that about our blog... No one review it to my mom and dad, if not both of use will be dead... My sister complain a lot in her blog and i write a lot of unreview stuff in my blog.. lol

This deal comes into my mind when my mom told me not to put too many ABCXO@#$^#@$&#$%& in my blog, and i was wondering how she manage to know that there are a lot of SPECIAL EFFECT in my blog, then the 1st thought come into my mind is my lil LOVELY CUTE AND GOOD SISTER...

Crystal.. better dun let me know you let mom to read my blog.. if not... hehehehehhehe.. you will know what I am capable of... :X

Felly's Birthday!!

2009-04-17T09:01:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday to Birthday girl Felly :P
Before meeting her up, we went to Papa Rich to have a drink with Vincent and some of her "girlfriend" well.. Vincent, my image in Mahsa College have totally screw up. Thanks a lot.. LOL

Anyway.. we was a bit unhappy with Felly's bf, he said that he wont be going for dinner tonight because he 'said' he will go accompany some DATO... Well... What is your position in your company man? And.. Accompany DATO TO SHOPPING IN SUBANG PARADE!!?? Stop talking cock lar! Well.. I can tell you I talk with First Lady Yesterday... do you believe? I guess you will not nutshell... because your IQ and EQ is not there yet.. sorry to say that ... :(

Potrait I draw in Papa Rich

Vincent acting as Takeshi Kaneshiro

Dinner at Yuan steamboat, Iris, Keong and Vincent

Felly's boob and Iris

My friends and messy table...

I almost cooked my hand, it is still in pain now.. haiz...

Food in tea :)

Messy table and a stupid middle finger...

Birthday Girl, Felly

Her fishballs, Keong said: 以形补形。。。

My own made drink, with some chili sause and a raw egg

I didn't drink it at all ok?

Special drinks, who dare finish it.. I'll spend you lunch :)

Come, guess what had i put in it?

Nice timing guys :)

Felly and Iris

A pretty girl and we go ninja on her... lol...mean stalk her...
I AM NOT A STALKER!!

And Mr SIAO!!! I know it is nice and damn happy when we are dominating the chicken wing there, we took more then half of the chicken wing there, and everyone in the restaurant were amazed and mad on what we did.. lol... back to topic.. MR SIAO! MY ARMANI SHIRT AH!!! HOW DARE YOU STICK THE WHOLE PLATE OF CHICKEN WING ON ME!? AND THERE ARE SO MANY CHICKEN WING CHOP ON ME!!!

Morgon's production

2009-04-16T11:05:00.001-07:00

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International ECEC Conference (Final)

2009-04-16T08:57:00.000-07:00

For your guys' information, I have been to a International ECEC Conference, and the main theme of the conference is about Developing Human Capital Begins With Children.

The Patron of this conference is Y.A.Bhg. Datin Paduka Seri rosmah Mansor, Wife of The Prime Minister of Malaysia.

Actually my mom was joining it, and she wanted to find someone to accompany her then I just applied and tried my luck see if I will be choosen for it, since everything is free then why not having a try? Thanks god, I received a called someday before and they told me I had got my invitation to the conference, however from my mom there I heard that many Profesionals in the field of early childcare have beed rejected ( They received e-mail from them, saying that their application had been rejected) Give to glory to the god!!

The conference started with a Opening dinner, and it have some performance but I didn't really go check it out because was busying eating since the food prepared is Internatinal standard. :)
The conference was officialy opened by Y.A.B Dato' Sri Mohd. Najib bin Tun Abdul Razar, Prime Minister of Malaysia.

There was a lot of International Guest such as First lady of Palastin, First lady of Laos and First lady of a country that I have no idea how to spell the name.. something like OHSAMBIA... There are also some Minister of education from few countries that I can't really remember, then there are also participents from Countries such as Singapore, Brunei, Malaysia, Myanmar, India, Namibia, Maldives, Philippines, Papua New Guinea, Qatar, USA, Nepal, Fiji Islands, Nigeria, Kenya, Sri Lanka, Zambia, Tanzanie, Oman, Cambodia, China, Hong Kong, London and many else.

I am the youngest one in that conference, and people there are all Pankated and really someone in the country... SWT...

Conference Hall

Stuff I got from the Conference, And a certificate of attendece.

1st day.. can't get used of the wearing style

This is seriously nice... wakaka...

Before the dinner starts

2nd day, the even started with a Keynote Address by Y.A Bhg. Datin Pduka Seri Rosmah Mansor. Then I joined a some concrurrent session that really surprised me... Speakers are Lorna Long, Consultant from Pearth, Australia and Dato' Dr. Chiam Heng Keng, Commisioner, Human Rights Commision of Malaysia. Seriously learned something from it because it really do help me in my course too.

Me with some contries' Flag

Me and my mom

The cocurrent section then ended around 5pm on 15 April 2009, then we have a trip to the National Art Galary. We toke off with 13 bus and police officers are blocking the road all the way to let us arrived the destination in time. It was so exciting when you are in the bus when everyone was turning their eyes so big looking at you!! wakakaka!!

You guys must be wondering why there are pictures of drawing in there, these are some pictures and drawing from the National Art galary, Malaysia's product, so guys, be proud with it!

New police Bike, the pick up is really fast!

My friend said that it look like Baja Hitam's bike

This is a poster from a guy, a Malaysia that got his name on Guinness World Records

Here he is, he draw a Km of picture I guess...

Inside the Art Galary

Totally no idea what is this man...

We went into a place that talk about Batik, and to my surprice the one who created Batik is a Chinese, 100% Chinese!!

Tools to make Batik gua..

He is the man, Father of Batik

One of his picture that I like

The following pictures are from a galary that "derma" money to Palastin.

This is spooky...

He looks like some one...

Weird drawing huh..

The words carved on there is... 17 Bintang + 1 Bintang = Binatang

Tears from the hand?

Title of the picture: DAD, CAN I FOLLOW YOU?

APA INI?

SAD HUH...

Then we went to a galary with some photo shooting :)

A picture from SALON... Same name as my father's shop!

One of the prince.. Have no idea what is his name.

Is this a picture? No, it is a drawing!

After we done our trip in the Art Galary, We waited for the show in Instana Budaya at the beggining I still complained a lot that why there were no any sit for us! Take a look at the picture and you will know how insane it is, all of the international participents sitting all on the stairs.

Finally, we went into the theater and took a sit and was waited so long so long for the show to starts!

Nice Design wei~~

Our MC, DATO dunno what.. Sorry :(

Then the show started, and it really shocked most of us, because a performance by kids aged 7-15 can performed that good and it have already reached international standard, it was extremly good till I can't express it out. Will show you guys about it asap when I got my DVD copy.

This boy is the winner of world performing arts 2008 in London? (I am not so sure about it)

Ending of the performance. Group singing

4 First lady were invited up to the stage to dance together...

I really paid my respect to our First lady, this performance was really nice and heart shocking, even those international participents were so high on it! I believed this performance can really push our Tourism of Malaysia a lot!

Our PMs of Malaysia, Such a quick printing...(Dato' Sri Mohd. Najib just became our PM few days ago)

Infront of Istana Budaya

I saw this monster infront of Hotel Shangri-La~~

MOM~ can i have one!!??

Day 3

I loved toilet.. I know it..

The day started with the Keynote Address by Dr. Roger Moltzen, Director of Special Education Programme from University of Waikato, New Zealand then we had our Panel Discussion. I like a phrace that the panelist from India, Swati Poppat. She said that giving tuition is actually prostituting your knowledge! cool~!!! HAHA!!

Then I have my concurrent session with Anna Reeves, Manager Ace North Centre, OLDham, UK and Dr. Wayne Hammond, President and Executive Director with Resiliency Initiatives, Calgary, Canada.

Dr. Wayne had never open his book during his 12 years however he is a Dr now.. swt.. haha...

The Ceremony was closed by our Deputy Prime Minister and I manage to take a picture with our First Lady.. wakaka! Can't post it up here because it might have some risk doing so.

I really do learned a lot and really impressed with this Conference, skipping a class or two to attend it really do worth it! To be honest, this conference will really make people around the contry start to look into early childhood education since sometimes people never really think it is important but for you information, the first few years of a child will decide how he become in the future.

Dr. Roger Moltzen

My mom with Dr. Roger

Me, mom, Dr. Roger Moltzen

One of the Dr from South Africa

The BMW M5 I found out infront of Dynasty Hotel

You stupid dumb fool!!

2009-04-13T00:49:00.001-07:00

SOMEONE told me that she wanted to come to segi college to study and I am so surprised that why she wanted to choosed segi college since her english is so high in standard, even Loius and me can't really coupt with the ENGLISH LEVEL here...

She told me that she will come over to SEGI COLLEGE SUBANG JAYA today... and i told her that just come over, I don't have any time to entertain her then you know what the balls she told me? She told me that she has no idea how to go segi college!!

She sms me with her Extremely High Standard English which sometimes I barely understand

C: My English Educated FREAK
G: Me for sure..

Conversation we had last nite
C: I wanted to go to Segi College to study, want to see what course... but sad lar, dunno how to go you free tomorrow?
G: NO...I am busy
C: I want to go lar, but dunno how to go lar
G: Just next to summit
C: I dunno how to go la
G: Just come over, is is just there only come one
C: I dunno how to go in lar... you come bring me la
G: You dumb... why will dunno how to come over? Even dumb ass know how to come to Segi!!
C: You say me dumb la
G: Somehow...
Then i turned off my pc

For Your Information, Segi College Subang Jaya is just a building next to Summit and everyone should and must know how to go into it, because it is just exactly next to the freaking highway. PLus ... she is a stupid LOCAL who live in USJ 6! You tell me you dunno how to come to Segi? And please lar... go learn you English before you further your study please!!! If not I'll seriously damn kasian my lecture who mark your assignment!!!!

DUMB B!

tagged by JC & Anthony

2009-04-11T08:37:00.000-07:00

tagged by JC & Anthony

幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題，並貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後，自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人，可以點被點過的人，被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔，不然幸福就會跑掉喔~

1.我的大名 : 钱嘉宝
2.我的生日 : 19/6/1988
3.誰傳給你的 : JC
4.說出五個好朋友 : JC, Vincent
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : 亲亲。。。哈哈
6.近期開心的是 : Get real well with her gua
7.近期壓力大的是 : Assignment, Final
8.未來想做什麼: Someone special in this society
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : sure
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : depends which teacher...
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : her
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : Let them be...
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : beach
14.聖誕節要做啥 : CLUB
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : all of you
16.有沒有起床气 : depends facing who
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 1 sister, 1 brother
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : 听海
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : 我爱的人
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : black, white, blue
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : what for? got shit sure will
22.愛不愛我 : love who? you or me?
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : ladies for sure
24.最想大聲說什麼 : i love you god
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : depends where
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : ........ go eat sai
27.誰很欠打 : CAROLINE
28.現在很迷什麼 : facebook & blog
29.睡相很差 : confirm!!
30.現在的時間 : 0.32am
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : Nope
32.體重多少 : 70kg
33.今天天氣 : how will i know?
34.你懷孕了嗎 : ya.. my period.... didn't come at all ....
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : Buy car
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : club club club
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選: grey

【點名人物】
1. Jessica
2. Jessey
3. Anthony
4. Nixon
5. Joseph
6. Rachel Chin
7. Sharon Hii
8. Pennie
9. Erika
10.Irene

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：ya
02-【１０號是男還是女】：ladies
03-【８號的興趣是】：sorry.. dunno.. haha
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】 ya
05-【７號姓氏】：许
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：not bad
07-【４號有人追嗎】：got gua.. not interested in guys for me
08-【承上２號呢】：ha???
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：dunno
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：no
11-【８號的生日是】：i dunno
12-【５號讀哪呢】：i shit dunno
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】:high school
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：12 days
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：sure
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：yuppy
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：ya..
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】：hehe... to long to say... :) she is a very nice girl ... appreciate her plz
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：a very very good friend that you can really share things with
20-【你愛５號嗎】：I LOVE HIM...

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : Jessey
2.你們認識多久呢 : few months
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : ya
4.你與他(她)的關係是 : fren
5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : never ask her
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : good, not bad, sometimes will emo.. but good listener
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : 100%... gua...

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＊睡覺前第一件事 : sms
＊起床前第一件事 : scold anything and anyone....
＊你的偶像是 : jesus.. haha...
＊你喜歡的季節 : spring and winter
＊你打工過嗎 : ya
＊打工次數 : uncountable
＊你想去的國家 : Italy, Japan, Franch and many place that will make me feel happy
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : depends
＊你常哭嗎 : hehehehehehe... can i don't answer this?
＊你常笑嗎 : depends
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : depends
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 : 1pm++
＊今天的天氣是（晴雨陰）: sunny
＊朋友和情人你會選擇 : lover... my friend will understand me de :)
＊機會和命運你會選擇 : chance
＊你很自戀嗎 : super duper
＊這問卷多不多 : screw you for who that created this
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : dunno
＊喜欢吃什么 : everything
＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : dun ask rubbish
＊現在幸福嗎 : ya gua
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 : how to list out?
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : bed... PC, Phone, Ipod
＊最常夢到什麼 : HER
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : Go ask ladies...
＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : spread the gospel
＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）: FART YOU
＊什么时候最讨厌我 : ha?? hate who la wei
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？ : WTF question is this?
＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ : cheese cake
＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？ : shit you again for the one who made this
＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？ : ya
＊谁是你的知己？ : lots
＊IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : IQ
＊電腦还是手機？ : both...
＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : play, i am hyperactive kids
＊Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : Facebook

＊What is your cellphone model? : nokia dunno what and n82
＊Missing someone ? : sure.... 24/7 missing her

Funny video clip :)

2009-04-10T21:38:00.000-07:00

3.39

2009-04-10T12:38:00.000-07:00

Just reached home from yam cha in Puchong, me and Anthony send JC them back then we go to meet Nixon and Lilian for yam cha, talk a lot of things then run home... I am shit tired this few days, didn't sleep well at all or to be said as didn't sleep at all.

I still have a 7 page essey to rush, sian la... bored la.. sad la... I don't want to do la, lazy lar... Seems get infected by the LA DISEASE...

Gonna see that girl later in about 12 more hours... Lets get doom baby~~~ LOL

Anyway, Erika don't be so emo wo~~ eventhough I also damn damn damn Emo today.. haha.. but get better already :)

To be add on, My left arm's muscle was so pain since this morning, some of you guys sure heard me complained about it right? Then after the prayer meeting, I totally don't feel any pain already, thanks god :)

Hyperactive me

2009-04-09T23:38:00.000-07:00

I slept at 5am just now then wake up around 8am and prepare to run to class because my stupid class start at 9am, during the class we took an hour break and move to summit for arcade games... then back to class, rush some assignment then go back home and sleep.

Just started to sleep, when almost go into my sweet sweet dream and hope to see someone special in my dream... suddenly my phone ring... It is not my normal ringtone, it is vincent calling. I know it was him because when he called, the video of him clibbing up the stairs like a monkey is shown and I am shouting so many #%@%&#$*#%^* there...

He called me and told me that he broke his stupid leg once again... Congratulation bro.. you did it so damn well... Play basketball for what.. just stay at home play other things lar... He like to play match in the mid night, kind of crazy did that I never do before...

Vincent ask me to go pyramid since some of my friend is there... I told him I wanted to sleep then I said I'll go find them when I wake up, then terminate the phone call and my mind keep thinking that I should go now!!!!! NOw~~!!!! My blood is boiling again.. oh yeah~ going out again~ oh yeah~~ wkakakakaka....

Jump up from bed and planned to shower then go out, who knows... It started to rain... sian.....
This is me.. eventhough when I am damn tired, when someone date me and ask me get out, even how tired am I, I also can be super duper hyper :(

Even my mom confirmed that I am a super hyperactive child... LOL
Try imagine I can non stop going out and spent at least 15 hours ++ driving around all day when I am in my hometown...

Yeah... I know I am crazy.. don't mess with me... wakakkakakakaka....

Topshop's day

2009-04-09T07:45:00.000-07:00

That day when we saw that top shop have sales for student, we already planned our today's trip, for David to get his shirt from there. I reach Pyramid about 3 then went to Papa Rich to rush my stupid assignment who knows they don't have a electric socket there :(

some pictures during my assignment time

Nah! Stupid assignment!

Cham Ping... Whatever..

Later I meet Joseph and David, we have our dinner at a korea shop at Asia Avenue, picture of the food are shown down there

After the dinner, did i say dinner just now? We go to topshop and it take me about half an hour to get the shirt.. KNS..

During my way back home, I tried to called Sharon and thanks god, she picked up... We chat alot till about 2am.. Got stop for a while in between, really so happy to talk with her, it has been months didn't talk with her proparlly, everytime we will ended up with quarrel right? haha... Anyway, heard that some boy wanted to chase her and she somehow also got some good feeling with that guy... Well... Seriously I got some SOUR SOUR feel inside there... but it is happy to know she is ok and the most important thing, she is happy.

I did lots of bad things to her, hurting her and making her sad, it is too late to appologize. People will never appreciate someone that is infront of you, when you lose it then you will regret and start thinking the good of them. This is human nature, and it will never change...

Sharon, sorry for everything... :(

I Tagged myself : 100 TRUTH

2009-04-09T06:57:00.000-07:00

001. Real Name ::
Gabriel Chen Jia Bao

002. Nickname(s)::
Sohpao
Gaby Gaby
Garfield
Gaybriel

003 Age ::
21

004.Horoscope ::
Gemini

005. Male or Female ::
Male lar... if not?

006. Elementary ::
Chi Hwa

007. Middle School ::
SRJK(C) Chi Hwa

008. High School ::
SM Yu Yuan

009. College School ::
Utar, Segi College

010. Hair colour ::
Chocolate and Black

011. Long or Short ::
Not to long, Not to short

012. Loud or Quiet ::
Loud.

014. Phone or Camera ::
Phone

015. Health Freak ::
not really

016. Drink or Smoke ::
I did it last time..

017. Do you have a crush on someone ::
yeah... some how

018. Eat or Drink ::
both

019. Piercings ::
On both ears

020. Tattoos ::
NO.

021. Social or Anti-Social ::
Social.

022. Righty or lefty ::
Righty

023. First piercing ::
17 years old

024. First relationship ::
18th

025. First Best Friend ::
Ah Lai, when i was born

026. First Award ::
Helll no

027. First Kiss ::
6 years old(I am not joking)

028. First Pet ::
Dog

029. First Big Vacation ::
Sydney

030. First Love at first sight ::
yeah...

031. First Big Birthday ::
This year june.. wait it guys.. i'll make it big

032. First Surgery ::
Never.

033. First sport you joined ::
Can't recall

THIS OR THAT

034. Orange or Apple juice ::

Orange Juice

035. Rock or Rap ::

Rock

036. Country or Screamo ::
Country

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys ::
Backstreet boys.

038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera ::
Britney Spears

039. Night or Day ::
Night

040. Sun or Moon ::
Moon.

041. TV or Internet ::
Internet

042. Playstation or xbox ::
Playstation.

043. Kiss or hug ::
Kiss

044. Iguana or turtle ::
WTF IS IGUANA

045. Spider or bee ::
Bee

046. Fall or spring ::
Spring

047. Limewire or iTunes ::
iTunes

048. Soccer or baseball ::
Baseball

CURRENTLY
049. watching nba game ::

No.

050. Drinking ::
No.

051. Excitement level ::
Damn moody

052. I'm about to ::
Shower

053. Listening to ::
专属天使(Tank)

054. Plan for today ::
Assignment

055. Waiting for ::
Friday night

056. Energy Level ::
Low battery..

057. Thinking of someone ::
Yes

FUTURE
058. Want kids? ::
Sure

059. Want to get married? ::
Sure

061. How many kids do you want ::
Ask god for it :)

062. Any name on the mind ::
Her name

063. What did you want to be when you were little ::
Pimp, gangster, smuggler, killer

064. Careers in mind ::
No idea..

065. Mellow future or wild ::
Wild

066. Something you would never try ::
I have tried everything...

067. When do you want to die ::
Don't ask me..

WHICH IS THE BETTER IN THE BOY / GIRL YOU LIKE (IN THE FUTURE)

068. Lips or Eyes ::

BOTH.

069. Romantic or Funny? ::
Both gua

070. Shorter or Taller? ::
Shorter then me is ok :)

071. Protective or Caring? ::
Caring

072. Romantic or Spontaneous? ::
Both!

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms? ::
Nice stomach? no way... NIce arms?? walao.. siao o?

074. Sensitive or Loud? ::
Loud is better then sensitive... Right Sharon!? LOL

075. Hook-up or Relationship? ::
relationship

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? ::
can i say no to both?

077. Muscular or normal ::
Normal

HAVE YOU EVER

078. Kissed a stranger ::
yes

079. Broken a bone ::
No .

080. Lost glasses or contacts ::
no

081. Ran away from home ::
no

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence ::
yes

083. Killed somebody ::
not yet

084. Broken some one's heart ::
I always did this

085. Had your heart broken ::
I always have it broken as well

086. Been arrested ::
Not yet

087. Cried when someone died ::
Sure.

088. Liked a friend more than a friend ::
Sure.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

089. Yourself ::
Sure !

090. Miracles ::
YES

091. Love at first sight ::
Wont anymore

092. Heaven ::
YES

093. Santa Claus ::
YOU THINK I AM AN ASSHOLE?

094. Tooth Fairy ::
WTH IS THIS?

095. Kiss in the first date ::
Yes...... to be honest

096. Angels ::
Yes

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? ::
ya... hehehe

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? ::
Not yet

099. Do you believe in God? ::
SURE.

Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people ::
Jessey, Jessica, Nixon, Anthony, Kenneth, Adelene, Erika, David Kong, Leon, Rachel and others that want to play ..

8th April

2009-04-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

Today Anthony called me and asked me to follow him to Wangsa Maju to take his new lens

Journey starts at about 6pm, he picked me up from my lil house and we take his car to Taman Jaya and we get our ass on to the LRT and all the way to Wangsa Maju.

Found out lots of chicks and foods in Wangsa Maju and his friend was staying in the condo that i used to go some months ago, because one of my "friend" stayed there... Why so ngam geh? Then we meet Faith also, she was so shocked to see us there.

Then we get our ass back to Taman Jaya after we got the lens then we rush to church see if the event is still going on, who knows when we reached there the event just ended.. Pastors still asked us to grap some food... That is so lame... we chat awhile there.... Then we go back to subang... (Suddenly think of the way Adelene talk :P) forgive me Adelene!!!

To seek for her forgiving, i promote her blog here
Hey guys, feel free to visit this girl's blog ya :)

Adelene's Blog

Then we go have our supper in Mac donald, and i received msg from a fren and it was about her unhappy day.. Cheer up ya, don't be unhappy because unhappy doesn't suits you oh~ Plus, unhappy and moody will make you get old very quick. Will keep you in my prayer all the time :) And go see doctor or what if sick lar! Stubborn!

imeem down...

2009-04-07T20:53:00.000-07:00

Wanted to upload some nice songs to my blog and change the playlist, who knows that stupid shitty website was dead... Anyone know any webby that i can create some playlist like that?

Some sharring of video

2009-04-04T09:24:00.000-07:00

Last time i posted up how crazy can i be when I am with my friends, now here are some video clip, enjoy guys :)

I am DAMN PISS OFF!!

2009-04-03T07:33:00.000-07:00

ERIKA! What you say is true! Why should we stop what the hack we are writing!
This is my blog! I have the authority to write anything!

Recently, she really make me so so so piss off... doing shit things that make me get wild and gone berserk!!

Such as spam sms, misscall, call me when I am sleeping till I wake up and shoot her, acting very very GAO GUI! Seems she is so pretty and wear sexy! Act like know well with my friends around me, disturbing my friends, talking cock all the time, shit lying, follow us all the time, act like very well English educated and type English that is seriously sucks and spell VIRGIN wrongly!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Story starts from today.. I don't want to recall everything before today.. I'll die!

This morning, I heard that she go to find Erika in SS15 then i heard some news that seriously piss me off, I don't want to say it out cause someone don't want it to be reveal, but the thing is about something like this.....: A invite B to her house to sleep... at the end, A said that B wanted to go her house to sleep! SIMPLY TALK COCK!!!

Then today me and my friends went to pyramid to watch movie, The Fast and Ferious 4 then She went there and meet us after we watch movie. Then she follow us all the time then talking cock with my friend, saying that: Your nails look sucks...(This is the first sentences she said when she meet my friend) Then she stick all of my friends all the time, we are rescuing each other all the time to prevent the stickiness of her...

Her 1st image to my friends are totally sucks.. haha.. to be honest.. for me also.. sucks la.. bored la.. sian la..

On the way to dinner, she was caught by some sellsgirl, oh yeah.. finally we drop her off and we ate our dinner then when home... The most interesting part is here. She follow us going up to the same bus, and me and few of my friend make a gamble, see if she will get her ass off the bus when the bus almost reach her house.. who knows.. she didn't...

She followed us back to our housing area, WAKAO!! Then i asked her:

Gab: how are you going back?
Car: i no need go back so early
Gab: so? we are going home now, how about you
Car: I follow lo...
Gab: WE ARE GOING HOME...
Car: then i have to go home lo
Gab: ..... oooo
Car: how to go home?
Gab: opposite there. BUS
Car: then i take cab home
Gab: so?
Car: there is so dark, i scare
Gab: THERE IS A LOT OF PPL THERE.....
Car: ooo
Car: I walk home
Gab: ......

Gabriel walk out without looking at here.... then saying: " WHO THE HACK CARES!"

She act like a fool and follow us home!

Seriously I am damn damn damn pissed off with her attitude!
不要两头望！！！我讲着你！！！

先生, 你要小姐吗?

2009-04-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

For those that don't understand chinese, my title today is about prostitution in KL.
Today during our walk from Sungai Wang to Petaling Street for the stupid bus back to Subang Jaya, there is 2 guys that ask me this question. "Sir, do you want MISS CHINA?" After a while thinking, we decided to ask about the details.

The following conversation was done in chinese....
Gab: How much it cost ah?
Pimp: rm180-250 la
Gab: Why got range de?
Pimp: 180 is the not so good one, and 250 is the best one, we got from china, india, where also got
Gab: Then include what?
Pimp: Include shower, icecream, "go into water"( seriously dunno what this mean) then got play play lo..
Gab: What is the age ah?
Pimp: All about 20++ de.. ngam you all la..
Gab: No thanks... I don't need it

Those who need to find XIAO JIE... Feel free to walk around Sungai wang, I sure you can get one :)

Have a nice day, and remember to use rubber... eventhough rubber cannot prevent sickness because they are too too too toxic!!

I once created something funny: College's PC is like prostitution, everyone is putting their "thing" into her... so AIDS will spread quickly. Play safe, use Karpersky Antivirus for PC, use durex of chicky...

NO OFFENCE

BAD LUCK!

2009-03-31T12:29:00.000-07:00

It's been two days, bad things keep on happened around me!

The story started 2 days ago, After another 4 hours class, I pulled my half dead body home and wanted to take a rest, who knows I found out that my house was out of power, no current! Then i thought is was a electric breakdown somewhere or what... Sooner or later, i discover that our house was having a power terminated due to the later payment! WAKAO!! I can't be staying whole night at home like that!? I took money from my landloard for the payment of the bill and packed my stuff then ran to my friend's house for few nights.

Chit chat the whole night with my friend and his mom who come here for a vacation, and that night I found out that my friend's dad and my dad known each other for a long time, and they are guessing who on hack is my dad's son! My dad give clue to my friend that I am studying Music and I drive a sport car.. What on hack is that!? That is totally a very very terrible clue, and that makes my friend almost gone crazy thinking who am I. Well, I am not studying music, I am studying psychology and I don't drive a sport car, I only drive my car like a sport car... Ask me if you don't understand what I mean...

To be add on.. it is 30 march 2009, it had been 2 years together with my ex-gf, Sharon, if we didn't broke up.. I can confirm you have already forgotten about this day...

The second day, which is the last day of March, I took a stupid subang jaya bus to SS15 to pay for the bill. Guess what? The bus broke down on the way to SS15, some where near metropolitan(not sure if i spell in correctly). Then I get my ass to TNB and walk all the way back to my home, take a sleep in my damn hot room and woke up at 6pm then run out to summit, I dated 2 of my friends out for dinner and a girl also... For the purpose of finishing my interview by tonight

我用华语因为她看不懂,她有看我的部落格的!!!
她是我最近认识的一个朋友....
有点烦...

we went for movie after the interview and dinner, we watched Race to Witch mountain, I can't get my ass on the chair proparly the whole nite!!

因为,我根本没有想到她也会一起看!!!
根本没有要叫她看戏的！她既然自己买票，让我整晚都不舒服！！！
然后看完戏，我和朋友就回家咯，没想到她既然跟着我们跑！！
幸好我知道她的家不在我们要去的方向！不然。。。我们可吃蕉咯~~
然后我朋友赶她回家！！
会约她出也是因为我的死党想看她，结果他们都被吓个半死。。。
自找的！！哈哈！！

That is my trip for this few days, will be going to one utama later.. someone seems want to follow.. SWEAT LA!!!

A day without class

2009-03-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 12am today but kind of surprice that it is not so hot today, and oh yeah it is my off day today, don't have any class and I started to rush my 学警X击, I can't recall how the write the 3rd words, and who cares! After watching some episode of it I get my ass to pyramid again, yeah.. Sunway Pyramid have become my 2nd home, almost go there everyday because it will be a torturing if I stay at home and well... SCREW YOU DAREN! Give empty promises only! SHIT YOU! GO FIND GF AND GO FTZ.. THEN STILL DATE ME GO PYRAMID! 凸-且-#

Still as usual, play arcade at pyramid then go have my dinner in Kenny Roger, don't blame me if I spell the name wrong because I didn't take an eye on the name of the shop, only know it read like that :) Today, I saw a crazy guy playing with Time Crisis in Pyramid's arcade for your information Time Crisis is a shoting game. Video clip will be provided on how insane he is(sorry for the clip because I couldn't rotate it). Then we done some crazy stuff in Hardware shop then go home...

Then I miss pressed my phone and it called to my mom when I am chatting with my friends, dunno if I got speak something rude or not ?? This is what I normally do, life in KL... Some people might enjoy it, some might say this is sucks, but for me I kind of prefer this at least still got things to do, such as shopping? Maybe because I am someone who extremly like shopping eventhough I am a guy.

I WANT TO GO REDBOX!! WHO WANT TO JOIN ME!!! SO DESPERATE ALREADY!!!!!!!!

Picture will be upload soon

This guy is a bit siao and too bad, i have to tell you all, he is from THE ONE!!! His left hand is inside his pocket and he is turning the gun! Enjoy the clip and look at this moron!

After a long long night...

2009-03-25T10:24:00.000-07:00

Well, seriously today i am extremly sleepy, after a 5 hour phone talk.. if not mistaken I slept around at 5am when the cock was screaming outside.. Too blur that time and I don't really remember if there was really the COCK there..

I slept till 12 am when my friend call me to meet him up in arcade in summit, then we went for lunch and i rushed to class right after my lunch because I have totally forgotten that my class started at 12.30!!

To be honest, I slept for the whole lecture class and suddenly lecture ask me question about the presentation today, it was so shit and blur when I heard of her question.. :(

Received my mom's sms and she remind me to go to her college for a short talk, it was about the course provided by University of Teeside, Degree in early childhood. I just represent my mom!

Then I go meet up with 2 of my friend, SIAO and SUNAT... Funny name... We spent some hours in arcade and later on have dinner in Tepanyaki, they ate but not me because I am fasting :)

There is panasonic roadshow there in Pyramid and damn lots of hot chicks there and I was so shy to take picture with them~~~ oh yeah~~~ Went home at about 9 then chat with JC and some ppl... Going to watch Drama now... wakaka... Erika~ Audi next time bah.. i want to clear this drama in a week!!

Things to be add on. I started my 10% offering this month, and I really saw god's blessing on me :) I picked up rm100 on the floor that day.. dunno whose.. and well... I look around no one wants it and I put it into my pocket, spend some of them dinner and suppoer :) Start your 10% offering now and you will see miracle!!

Picture of the day

The stuff I ate after my class

I took this picture from the next door toilet when he pee(he is my friend name SUNAT)

想对你说的话

2009-03-23T03:55:00.000-07:00

当一个人一直以为他自己找到他深爱的人时...往往会忽略了身边的人...
尤其是那个为了他不开心,生气的那个女孩...
你目不转睛的看着的那一个, 把所有时间丢在她身上的那一位, 往往不是爱你的那一位:)

爱一个人可以爱的疯掉, 不错,是真的!
因为会不顾一切的去为了她付出,
有想过吗? 为了一个无法实现的梦想, 把生命,青春,时间, 金钱都丢下去, 然而却是一场空
为什么不回头看看? 有没有人因为看到你那样而伤心流泪...
如果有, 恭喜你! 或许...那个为你不开心的人正是那一位也不一定.

是时候回一回头, 看一下了...
我是感觉的到的...傻瓜!
不要当我没感觉的好不好!!
感到你的担心, 看到你为我不开心而生气...
哈哈...

不懂要写什么了.... 有点尴尬.. @#&#$&#$*$%*%$*

5 hour lecture class!

2009-03-23T00:02:00.001-07:00

I woke up at 10am today and I have missed out one of the lecture in the morning. However, there is still a 5 hours non stop lecture class in the afternoon...

Well... I am in the lecture class NOW! Having my interpersonal lecture class now, and it is damn damn damn boring!! Luckily I got my laptop here. After thinking how to kill my times for a period, I decided to hack in my college's wifi for free wifi access. :P

I failed to do that, don't ask me why... I have no idea at all, then i took the hotspot ID from my friend which he don't want me to say who that [A]noymous is.. lol....

Ways to kill times in lecture class:
1) Play psp
2) Listen to iPod
3) Online MSN(If got wifi or hotspot or anything like that)
4) Sleep
5) Talk crap with friends
6) When out for smoking (Not me, most of my coursemate do so)
7) Go summit for arcade and yam cha
8) Watch movie using laptop
9) SMS
10)Play Dota
11)Missing someone!?
12)Day dream
13)Go shit in the washroom all the time
14)Listen to what my dear lecture teach :)

MV Trip~~

2009-03-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

Let me share what on earth i do in MV today~ actually Vincent have plan to go find a Japanese guys for hair cut, then I found the place online then finally, today! Me, Vincent and Kenneth go together to have our hair cut, but only me and Vincent cut only.

When we reach there, we go take our lunch in KFC... Hey you two.. haven't give me back my KFC money la.. hahah~ JKJK..

Then we go search for that shop, Named EP, then finally we found it and it is located at the south part of mid valley city. We planned to have our hair cut my the rank 15 director named Eiji, which is the one who owned this few shop in Malaysia and Japan but too bad... he is on leave today.. haiz... NVM, thanks god there is still another Japanese stylist there..Yeah~

Well, he look cute.. and he have a funny name, named Kuma.. Well, we discover this when we got our receipt, it printed Bear there.. haha

Name card and the lil booklet from the shop and my stylist

Haircut PassportBefore Hair Cut

After my hair cut

Side view of my hair cut.. I LOOK FAT!

My SISTER, Vincent.. before hair cut

Vincent, After hair cut..

After our haircut, we go melepak a while then after we BUANG PANAS in 恭和堂！

Kenneth and Vincent

Our Food.. we put damn lots of honey inside..

319

2009-03-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

LOL.. i started to use the title name of the blog like others... 319.. because sometimes it is so hard to think of a title for some certain blog..

Well, I will be going for hair cut later in EP, by a Japanese, hopefully he can make something nice :)

Gonna share a article here, i got in from some forum..

A letter from a kids in heaven ( I do direct translation from the title I got )
給媽媽的信：

我現在在天堂，坐在主耶穌的腿上。祂愛我亦與我同哭；因為我的心碎了。

我真的很希望成為你的小女孩。

我不是很明白到底發生了甚麼事。

當我發現自己的存在時，我很高興。我在那黑暗，但很舒適的地方。我見到我的手趾跟腳趾。我都已經成長了不少，但還未足夠至可以離開那地方。

我用我的時間去思考和睡覺。即使是我初開始成長時，我已感到我跟你的親密關係。

有時我聽見你哭，我便會跟你同哭。有時你會大叫或者尖叫，然後又哭起來。我聽見爸爸向你大聲抱怨。

我很悲傷，亦希望你會快點好起來。我想知道為何你會常常哭。有一天你哭了整天。我因你而心傷了。我不能想像為何你會這樣傷心。

就在那一天，那最可怕的事發生了。

有一隻很自私的怪物進來了那溫暖又舒適的地方。我當時很害怕，我開始尖叫，但沒有聲音。

我猜你一定是被捉住了，因為你並沒有幫我。或者你並沒有聽見我。那怪物越走越近，我便一直尖叫：「媽媽，媽媽，救我！媽媽，救我！」我感到無限的恐懼。我尖叫直至我想我已經不能了。

然後那怪物把我的手臂扯裂。那真的很痛，痛得我無法解釋。牠並沒有停止。啊，我求牠停止。

我在恐懼中尖叫，牠又把我的腳扯裂。即使我在那痛楚中，我亦知道我快要死了。我知道我永遠也不能見到你的臉或者聽到你對我說你有多愛我。

我很希望把你的淚抹走。我有很多計劃去令你快樂。但現在我不能了；我的夢想都走了。

即使我在那無限的痛楚和恐懼中，我仍感到我的心在碎。我多麼的希望成為你的女兒。但現在沒用了，因為我已在痛楚中漸漸死亡。我只能想像那東西在對你做甚麼。

我很想在我離開前告訴你我愛你，但我不知道那可以令你明白的詞語。

直至我沒有氣去說這話，我已死了。我感到自己在上升。我被一個很大的天使帶到一個很大很美的地方。我還在哭，但身上的痛楚已離開了。

那天使把我帶到主耶穌前並把我放在主耶穌的腿上。祂說祂愛我，而且祂是我的父親。我很快樂。

我問祂到底是甚麼東西殺死我的。祂回答：「墮胎。對不起，我的孩子，因為我知道那是甚麼感覺。」我不知道甚麼是「墮胎」，我猜這就是那怪物的名字。

我寫信給你是要告訴你我愛你和我是多麼的希望能成為你的小女孩。我用盡努力去生存。我想生存。我有這個志願，但我不能，那怪物太強，牠把我的手和腳也扯斷，甚至把我殺死。

那根本沒可能有生存機會。我只想告訴你我曾嘗試去和你一起。我真不希望死。

還有啊媽媽，請小心那名叫「墮胎」的怪物。媽媽，我愛你，我不希望你會受我所受到的痛楚。請小心。

愛你的小女嬰

泪不停的落下...

2009-03-17T11:03:00.000-07:00

控制不了...
心里的疼再也不能忍了..
不能痛哭..
只能流泪...
一个人独自的流泪..
有用吗?

无可救药...

2009-03-17T09:24:00.000-07:00

怎么说无可救药呢?
明知道是一个会让我跌的满身是伤的...
我依然把头往里面塞...
心可疼到我受不了...
一直得以为...
却不知道...我一直在忽略身边的那个人...
我也不懂到底是谁了....

以为对你好,关心你会为我添加那么一点的希望...
原来那只不过是我在自做多情吧了...
对你的关心..在你眼里不过是那么的的不起眼
我对你的爱跟不用说, 或许连狗屁也不如吧...

不是你的,永远也不可能是你的... 我不相信这句话...
但...有时事实就摆在眼前嘛!!!

以前的我...现在因该在狂抽烟, 喝酒吧... 但我说过要改, 我就一定会做到....
她...你... 是第一个我觉得我不可能能和她在一起的人...
或许以前...我根本不会想不可能... ...

心情超烂的叻.....

My mom is here...

2009-03-16T02:55:00.000-07:00

Every few months, my lovely mother will come over her and have her course on Early Childhood Education. Well.. she is here again!

Some pros and cons when she is around:

Pros:
1) She buy me my house stuff like shampoo, face wash stuff and others
2) She bring me to eat nice food :)
3) She spend me for every meal
4) She'll buy me things if she got that mood haha...
5) She will tidy up my room once she come
6) She cook breakfast for me
7) She love me so much :D

Cons:
1) I cannot sleep late
2) She'll take out all my hidden stuff that cannot be review all on my table
3) She'll mumble me
4) Sometimes kena scold
5) Find out my lifestyle is not that normal

Anyway, Cons are all because she care me then she'll do like this...

My relationship with my mom was really really worst last time.. even thought like i wanna get out of this house... if not mistaken.. i got a thought to kill myself or her last time.. Will write out what happen to my childhood when i got mood

But now, Thanks god for changing my mom, she really really change a lot, without god's blessing, she will not be here now i guess.... I love you mom

Shopping day in One utama and MV

2009-03-10T10:01:00.000-07:00

Oh well, I am not having any class today, then I go check out my preety cousin and my lil nephew in One Utama. First reached there, we took our lunch in Sushi Zanmai. The food there is nice comparing with Sushi King, we better go try once more someday!

Later on, went to Ralph Lauren and I had become a modal for my cousin so that he can purchase some nice shirt for her husband, but too bad, she didnt' buy me any lo...

Some picture that I took in Ralph lauren

I like this, it is a limited edition :(

Pinky Pinky

Still, is Ralph Lauren

I like this as well, too bad i don't have any money that time

After buying some shirt from Ralph Lauren, we went to MV and i accompany my nephew in Toy'R'us for few hours.. seriosly, baby sitting is not a nice job! damn sian! Took some photo, to entertaint myself when my nephew wher

SS when accompany my lil cousin

Took our dinner in a Korean restaurant in The Garden, not so sure about the name. I don't really like the food there, expensive plus not that nice. And i forgotten to order the wine.. ishhhh...

This shop's food are around rm 60 per dish.... LOL

Menu of the Korean shop

I took this with my N82, don't expect much la..

My lil nephew was sleeping when we enjoy our meal

Went home around 10.30pm and call it as a day. Yeah.. i endure my shit from midvalley back to USJ2.. it is not easy to hold your shit that is going to burst out anytime!

8th march...

2009-03-08T09:03:00.000-07:00

Well.. today i go accompany my cousins go shopping in Mid Valley after church service.. then.. i got a shirt from zara unconciously :(

I can't imagine why the hack i still dare to buy any shirt since i am already damn broke... this is what call don't think of the outcome before doing things.. yeah.. i admit i am like that kind, so i have been doing damn wrong things all the time at the past..

Later in the night, having dinner in Italiannies, never try eating there before and it is seriously good! Didn't really care the price cause i am not the one paying it.. hahaha!

Random picture posting

2009-03-05T07:39:00.000-08:00

Well guys.. be ready to see some heart shocking picture.. lol

My Friend in my hometown, we call him Boomer...

Well... this is a very gay act.. i know it..

No doubt.. IS ISAAC ON THE SHOW!!
The rubbish i ate once upon a time
In the club
Yeah.. I know i am rude :)
Half-drunk
Guess who is this in white shirt....
MR Isaac
Funny act
My little nephew
Botak look
Idiot Look
This is my friend, lying on the highway
ok well... this is the period when i am very LALA

Ultraman Gabriel On Action!
Gabriel on Pony
Well, those guys who not sure if they see me before.. this is my look when i 1st go GA
Chivas... who want to finish it for me?
SM i guess... i normally play till that crazy with some of my friends
My computer desk

Well... just wanted to share some picture, Hope you guys enjoy it :)

An article i found meaningful..

2009-03-04T00:57:00.000-08:00

男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，
因为20多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点,
没钱、没地位，没房、没车、没事业，不能独立又不想依赖，挣扎着彷徨着，寻找自己的位置！

而20多岁的女人却是她生命中最灿烂的时候；
男人要永远感谢在他20多岁的时候曾经陪在他身边的女人，

因为二十多岁的男人还很“懵懂”，
而二十多岁的女人却很灿烂；

二十多岁的男人处在一生中的最低点，
而二十多岁的女人却是她的大好华年；

二十多岁的男人很不知珍惜，
而二十多岁的女人最需要被珍惜；

二十多岁的男人自卑到极点所以非常自负，
而二十多岁的女人却在努力建立他的自信；

二十多岁的男人不懂爱，不会爱却需要爱，
而二十多岁的女人需要被爱，需要关怀，却要付出呵护付出关怀；

二十多岁的男人没钱、没事业，但有欲望
而二十多岁的女人空守着自己的韶光不再；

女孩子二十岁左右是她最美丽的年华，这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。
男孩子在二十多岁时遇见了一个年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因为这个女孩是用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最暗淡的日子！！！
女孩只要陪他走过，女孩会永远幸福下去~~~

当女孩对你撒娇甚至无理取闹时，请男孩不要烦恼女孩，因为她们有道理这样，我们没理由烦恼，我们要做的就是很理解很理解，保护好这位天使，等我们到了30岁，正当我们最美丽的时候，也请你不要放开这位曾经的天使！！！二十多岁的男人不知道珍惜,不知道感恩.

当他们三十多岁的时候,事业有成,成熟稳重.
开始嫌弃曾经陪伴过他,但不再年轻的女人.
有人说男人其实是最专一的.
因为从20岁到80岁的男人都喜欢20岁左右年轻漂亮的女人.

这是个笑话,但也是个事实.
有人说现在的年轻女孩都很现实,眼中没有爱情.
称着年轻嫁个有钱的,一辈子也就有个归宿了.
男人有时好比洋葱,要想看到洋葱的心就需要一层一层去剥。
但是女人在剥的过程会不断流泪剥到最后才知道，
原来洋葱是没有心的.

A gift for someone

2009-03-03T19:40:00.000-08:00

Guys... give some opinion, which is nice?

Thanks

复杂的心...

2009-03-03T08:13:00.000-08:00

星期六那天去了一个婚礼,
那时候发觉原来爱是那么的美的...
看到Winson脸上的笑容是那么的美,
不懂什么时候,我会笑的那样的灿烂呢?

什么时候我会走上红地毯呢?
身边的人是谁呢?

我不要再想了...
因为...想的都会把我的心慢慢的粉碎...

我不想要好好地爱一个人吗?
我想呀... 有谁会不想?
但机会,总是会在我身边擦肩而过
幸福也不会和我有缘...
欣赏的人, 永远不会看到我...

或许是多想了吧?
也或许是受的伤害太多了吧...
轻易的付出,让我承受了我无法承受的玩弄,和伤害...

或许我真的不是一个好男人吧...
我也明白有时我真的不配任何人的喜爱...

我不想再轻易的堕入这个叫爱情的关系了..
我怕了... 怕受伤,怕伤害,也怕自己做出伤害你的事...

爱一个人,不一定要拥有她...
只要看到她幸福,快乐,我就心满意足了..
每当我看到她的笑容, 就算我那天心情多烂,我也能够笑起来..
是你,让我的世界充满色彩,
也是你让我发觉我自己还会真心的爱一个人...

我知道自己的不好, 所以也不想要求什么...
只是想要看见你的微笑...

爱一个人很容易,可是相处难...
可是我发觉...原来, 真心爱一个人,
也不是那么容易的.......

Tagged

2009-03-01T22:46:00.000-08:00

plz write ur answers in comment box =]

1. Where you and I met?

2. How long have you known me?

3. The last time we saw each other?

4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?

5. Am I funny?

6. What's my favorite music?

7. choose 5 words that describe me the most.

8. Have you ever hugged me?

9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?

10. tell me 1 of my weakness ?

11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years?

12. What is the most memorable event that spent with me, you can never forget?

13: Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?

tag:
Jessey, Nixon, Rachel, Jessica, Paul, Joseph, Davin Kong, Kha Fui, Kenneth, Ming Choon, Daniel, Sharon, Penny, Ka Ka, Bren Bren, and those who knows me..

F.E.A.R 2, Project Origin

2009-02-25T07:17:00.000-08:00

This is the game i installed today.. and it haven't been started for 5 minutes, this game had already scared my ass.. and now.. i stop it, and prefer blogging and online more!!

Well, those who play F.E.A.R before sure understand my meaning, those who don't..

http://www.whatisfear.com/

try view it here .... heheheh enjoy guys...

Wondering why i wanted to play such game to scare myself.. haha

My greatest enemy

2009-02-24T09:59:00.000-08:00

Well, guess what it fall into my eyesight once i open my lovely room door?
I saw my long lost friend, mr cockcroach flying in my room! #$%$#^*%$^*%^*
After chasing him/her for sometimes... and try bitting her/his ass for at least 10 times,
i still unable to send this lil bastard to meet his/her ancestor!!!

Will you wonder why i so scare of them, actually there is a LAME story behind.......

Remember when i am in secondary school, i just wanted to show off in front of my friends,
then i saw a cockcroach on the floor, and i take it up holding his/her "antena" ......
You wont believe what happen eventually...
That lil bastard blast off his freaking wing, and start flying with his antena holding on my hand!
It end up flying on my hand!
I throw my lil fren away, and shout and run the hack away far from my friends, and starting from that day....
The cockcroach family have become the greatest enemy of my life.....

Try imagine how if one day, every inch on the floor is filled up with them.. yearks!!!!!!

Well.. back to the news in Gabriel's room, the lil bastard haven't been killed yet, and Gabriel is gonna fight with him/her for all night long, see who is going to fall 1st.....

Then lets the show began!!!

凌晨3点钟。。。

2009-02-20T10:20:00.000-08:00

现在是凌晨3点钟。。。
我没有喝酒，所以头也没有痛。。
明天，我将如何面对没了你的以后呢？？

几个小时之前，终于可以和她联络上了（我的前女友）
因为那天她打来以后就消失了几天，
发觉，原来她逃避我是因为怕再一次爱会我。。。
我对她的伤害，我对她许下的承诺
只能期待会有人为我安抚她吧

说完我想对她说的
然后也砍断了所有的联系
以后见面还会是朋友吧？

带着疲惫加上半伤感的心
去和几个朋友看了一套戏
发觉原来要放下一个人
是可以那么容易的
是为什么那么容易呢？
以前一直想放下但却放下不了
今天或许因为把想说的都说完了吧？

以前答应她不喝酒，不抽烟，不去CLUB
都是一些肤浅的话。。。
当我改过后，人也都离开啦。。。
或许是为了下一个人，我改了吧？

今晚的夜空特别的安静
安静的出奇，
是我的心平静下来了吗？
还是我已经不想去想了？

已经是三点钟了
还有一大堆的作业要做
桌上堆满了刚吃完的快餐和做不完的功课
我想的她，会想我吗？
我没想的那个她，在做什么呢？
刚刚陪我信息那娃儿大概已经睡了吧。。。

原来，独自一个人的时候是会让人乱想东西的呀。。
算了吧，大概没有人会想珍惜我吧。。。

对不起，好乱的一篇。。哈哈。。。

My lovely pc...

2009-02-19T07:04:00.000-08:00

Here she is my lovely sweet heart, as i wanted to play my lovely GTA 4 to shoot out all my moody stuff... she told me that i couldn't connect online, so i can't play the lovely game and so i turn it of... and to my surprise, my baby cannot log in to the Farking window!!!!!!! #@#&%^#$*$*^$*^*@$@$#^%$%^#%^#%^#$%#$%&%$#

ok.. steady.. take a deep breath, what to do next? format it? or keep on trying to log in?? I choose the second one, but it seems my baby is protesting me due to the over clocking to push her limit so that i can play my GTA 4 with full spec... so she do not allowed me to back up All my data ah!!!!

After thinking for seconds, i just reinstall window, to retrieve my data and format it once and for all.. stupid shit ass pc.. gonna throw you down the window!!!